At Conjure Ink, we're about to head out on a hunt for Bigfoot. Hank's gathered evidence that points to a likely spot up on Mount Baker. But when our crew goes out on a week long camping trip, searching for the elusive creature, we get far more than we bargain for. And what begins as a simple expedition turns into a fight for survival in the depths of the Cascade wilderness.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Paranormal, Witches, Faerie, Fae, Fairy, Weres, Shapeshifters, Romance, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, Badass heroine, kickass women, action and adventure, Ghost hunting, cats, ghosts, urban legends, shadow people, Shadow towns, wolf shifters, cat shifters, elemental magic, shapeshifter romance, mystery, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, Pacific North West, woods, fae creatures, divorce, life change, new life, hometown, hauntings, dark creatures, amazing friendships, family secrets, spells, challenging foes, magical creatures, mythology.

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Chapter 1

I stared at myself in the mirror. “It’s all right. Everything will be okay. Tonight, everything’s going to go smoothly and I won’t make a fool of myself. I refuse to embarrass Rowan or Killian.”

Even as I said the words, I wasn’t sure how much I believed them. I wasn’t usually this nervous, but tonight I was being inducted into the Royal Order of the Wand and Sword—a prestigious witchblood organization that ran adjunctly to the Crown Magika. It wasn’t part of the paramilitary side of things, but it was ancient—started thousands of years ago by some of the first witchblood families to rise to prominence.

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I wasn’t exactly sure how I felt about joining, but Rowan—my grandmother—was a longtime member and she wanted me to belong. So I decided to humor her, and when she pointed out it was a good way to establish connections with some of the more powerful members of the witchblood community in the area, it made more sense.

Killian was going with me. Even though he was a wolf shifter he would be allowed to attend events since we were engaged, although he wouldn’t be allowed into regular meetings. Once we were actually married, he’d be able to apply for adjunct membership to attend all the balls and parties.

I studied the dresses I had bought for the occasion. I usually was good about making up my mind, but at the store, I couldn’t decide between two that looked like they might fit the occasion. One was a cobalt blue sleeveless gown with a square neckline and an empire waist. It was pretty, dotted with tiny crystal beads, but it didn’t feel like me now that I had it hanging in my closet. It still had its tags on, so I could return it if I decided not to wear it. I had bought it because it seemed like a dress one might wear to a fancy ball, but now, I wasn’t all that excited over it.

The other, I liked a lot, but I wasn’t sure if it was appropriate for the occasion. It wasn’t a full-length gown, but tea length. Plum purple, it was a retro-1950s swing style in chiffon. With cap sleeves and a sweetheart neckline, it cinched in at the waist with a side-sash, and flared into a swing skirt. The style was much more “me” and I knew I’d be more comfortable in it, but I wasn’t sure it was fancy enough.

“The hell with it,” I said, hanging the blue one in my closet where it would be safe from stray cat hair. “I’m going to be comfortable. If I don’t fit, then so be it.”

I could dress it up by taking the sash off and adding a silver belt, topping it with a silver and black shawl. I’d wear a pair of strappy silver sandals with three-inch platform heels, and a flowing hair style.

Relieved that I’d made up my mind, I dug out a silver clutch. Finally, with nothing left to do but bathe and dress, I went downstairs to eat lunch. Why my nerves were so on edge confounded me, but they were, and I was certain that frozen pizza and another latte would solve that.

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The pizza was personal size, thank gods, or I would have eaten every slice and bloated myself up. As I finished off the last piece, my phone rang. I glanced at the caller ID. It was Ari, my best friend.

“Hey, woman, what’s up? I haven’t heard from you in a couple weeks.” I missed hanging out with Ari, but given her marriage and my engagement and the fact that both of us worked demanding jobs, we weren’t able to catch up as often as we wanted.

“I know. It’s wedding season and I’m slammed. But I wanted to see if you were free on Sunday. I have something I need to talk about—nothing regarding us, so don’t worry—but I need you to be my sounding board. I can’t hear myself think.”

She sounded preoccupied. We’d both recently had run-ins with the Mothman and I wondered if it was still affecting her memory. She’d had several memory lapses since then, and though Dr. Fairsight told her that it was nothing to worry about, I knew Ari was concerned.

“Are you all right? I can make time this afternoon if it’s—”

“No, not an emergency, so don’t worry over me. It’s nothing about Meagan’s health, either. It’s just…something to do with my family has come up and I’m not sure exactly how to approach it. I’m not even sure what to think about it. And on a situation like this, I want an outside opinion. Meagan’s too close to the subject, given she’s my wife. Sunday would be best for me, if you have some time you can spare.”

I chewed on my inner cheek. I could hear the worry in her voice, but if she said it wasn’t an emergency, I believed her. “Sunday’s fine, I think. Let me grab my date book. Can I call you back in a couple of minutes? I’m just finishing up lunch. I just ate an entire personal-size pizza and I could eat two more, I’m so nervous.”

“That’s right! Tonight’s the Witch’s Ball.”

“Yes, and I’ve finally decided what to wear, regardless of whether it’s considered proper attire. All right, give me a couple and I’ll ring you right back.” I punched the end talk button, carried my dishes to the sink, rinsed them and put them in the dishwasher, then headed to my office.

As I settled at my desk and opened my planner, I noticed that tomorrow was the new moon. I was planning to perform a spell then, to uncover a secret that was driving me nuts, but I’d think about that later. I called Ari back.

“Sunday’s clear. The only thing I need to do is pack for the camping trip. If you can come over in the afternoon, you can help me.” I dreaded packing. Though I was looking forward to the camping trip on one level, I was also nervous. I wasn’t the camping type. And I had no idea of what to pack. Although Tad, my boss, had promised to bring all the tents and gear, so at least we didn’t have to worry about any of that.

“How about two p.m.? Would that work?”

“That’s fine.” I penciled her in at two, smiling. “Remember when we were kids and all we had to do was run over and knock on each other’s door and say, ‘Want to go play?’ Those were easier days, for sure.”

“I remember,” Ari said with a laugh. “Adulting is hard. But at least we live in the same town again. I missed you all those years you were married to Ellison and living in Seattle.”

“I missed me too,” I said. “You think he’s behaving himself? The cops would tell me if they let him go free from house arrest, wouldn’t they? Considering he attacked me?”

“I would think so. But maybe you should call the cops and ask them.”

“I’ll think about it,” I said. “See you Sunday!”

“Good luck at the ball, Cinderella. Just don’t leave your glass slipper on the stairs.”

“I’ve already got a prince, I don’t need another,” I said with a laugh. “My love to Meagan.”

“Give Killian a smooch from me.” Ari hung up.

I sighed and glanced at the clock. Killian would be home by six-thirty. The ball started at eight. It was two-fifteen now. I had taken the day off to prepare, and now I wished I hadn’t. I glanced outside. It was a balmy sixty-four degrees and partially overcast, a typical June day for western Washington. Deciding to occupy myself by washing a couple loads of laundry and cleaning the kitchen, I gritted my teeth and dove in.

***

I had just finished bathing when Killian arrived home, bringing his plastic-covered tux with him. I gave him a quick kiss before he went to jump in the shower and wash his hair.

“Go, now. And can you groom your beard? It’s getting a bit…” I blurted out, then winced. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—”

Killian had been growing a beard. It had reached a length that was a little beyond my comfort level, but since it was his face and his beard, I hadn’t said much about it until now. But tonight was important to me and my mouth was working faster than my brain.

“A little too ZZ Top?” he asked with a grin. Killian was a moderately tall man—around six feet, with wheaten hair that fell to his shoulder blades in a tangle of curls. He was stocky, muscled and strong, and he had the most gorgeous green eyes that matched my own. He was far older chronologically than I was, given he was a shifter and had been born on May 8, 1900, but we were close in age in other ways.

“Yeah, thanks. I didn’t mean to criticize—”

“No problem. I just wanted to try it out for a while. But Star, one of Mrs. Jefferson’s cats, decided that my beard was a feather toy today and almost gave me a close shave with her claws. I had already planned on going back to a close beard and mustache.” He pulled me into his arms and gave me a long kiss, his beard and mustache tickling my face. Then he let go and stripped out of his clothes. Killian was a veterinarian, and I loved that about him. It had been my experience that men who loved animals tended to be good hearted in general.

As he headed into the shower, I sent a silent thank-you to Star and wished her many happy playtimes. It was far better for someone to make up their own mind rather than be cajoled by their mate on matters of personal grooming.

I toweled off and settled down at my vanity, using my detangling brush to brush out my hair. My own hair was back to being raven black—its original color. I’d asked Ari to dye it back a couple weeks ago, and she had added highlights of blue and purple to make it resemble a raven or a crow. I pulled out my blow dryer and, after drying my hair, gathered back layers on both sides into a braid that would hang atop the rest of the length. I fastened the top with the antique silver hair barrette that Killian had bought for me. It was beautiful and ornate, and looked like it belonged in some period piece like Downton Abbey. Only I didn’t have a lady’s maid to do my hair for me.

After styling my hair, I applied my makeup. I went for blues and purples—a heavy runway eye, and a blackberry lip lacquer. The look suited me. I’d had my nails done a few days before with gel polish, and had chosen black with glitter to resemble stars against the night sky.

As I was dressing, Killian came out of the shower. I stared at him, wondering if we had time for a quickie. He was hot. He had scars from all the animals he had tried to help, and a scar along his cheek from his brow down to near his mouth that gave him a roguish look. At one time, he’d been trying to help a lynx, and it had slashed at him before he managed to calm it down. The scars had healed well, but were still visible. He might be a wolf shifter, but he had a feline feel to him, though he was extremely pack-oriented.

Every time I saw him naked, I wanted to jump his bones. He was as good and attentive a lover as Ellison had been bad and derisive. Killian made me feel desirable. I never felt like he was looking at another woman, comparing me to her. Oh, we both noticed attractive people, but my jealousies had faded during the past year and a half we’d been together.

“You checking out my junk, lady?” he asked, laughing, waggling his cock at me.

I grinned. “Don’t I always? You’ve got the best junk around. I just wish we had time before the ball, but we don’t.”

“We could skip it and stay home,” he said, but I knew he was joking. Killian knew how important tonight was for me, and he’d even been the one to suggest he wear a tux after Rowan had warned him that it was a formal affair. But he could have begged out of it, given he was a shifter and not witchblood.

I walked over to him and turned around. “Zip me, please?”

He slowly zipped my dress, pausing to press his lips to the nape of my neck. I started to lean back into his arms with my back against his chest, but he stopped me.

“I’m still damp. You don’t want your dress spotted with water. By the way, that looks good on you. I like it.” He finished toweling off, used my blow dryer to dry his hair back into a curly mane, then started to dress.

“Thanks,” I said, sitting on the edge of the bed so I could buckle my sandals. I was a size sixteen now—I’d barely been able to keep my body at a 14 while I was with Ellison and he never let me forget that I didn’t fit his idea of the ideal wife. But my body seemed comfortable at a size 16 and I was settling in, my weight evening out at this point.

I was also going to the gym a couple times a week to get into better shape. I didn’t care if I lost weight, I just wanted to be fit and healthy enough to run a mile without getting winded and to go hiking without my knees complaining. I was also taking a tai chi class in preparation for a beginner’s karate class. I wanted to learn some martial arts because several times now, my job had proven dangerous enough for me to learn how to defend myself on a physical level as well as a magical one.

“So, how long does this shindig last?” Killian slid into his boxers and then his slacks. He zipped them up halfway, stopping to put on his shirt and tuck it in. The tux looked good on him, even if it did look out of place. He slid on a low-cut vest over his shirt, buttoning it up. I held out his jacket and he slid his arms into the sleeves. He straightened the peak lapels and looked as dapper as I had ever seen him. A pair of cap-toed shoes, a black bow tie, and silver cufflinks completed the look.

“Am I ready for the ball?” he asked, spinning.

I nodded. “You look mighty fine, Mr. O’Connell. Again, thank you for going with me. I honestly don’t know what to expect, but whatever it is, I hope we don’t end up regretting this. Rowan said we should be fine. Just steer clear of politics, especially on the local level.” I draped my shawl around my shoulders and picked up my clutch. “All right, I guess I’m ready.”

We headed downstairs, where we fed Xi and Klaus before leaving, and then out to Killian’s Expedition. As we eased out of the driveway, I once again hoped this wasn’t a mistake.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often listen to music when I write, and WITCH’S WEB is no exception. Here’s the playlist for the book:

  • Aerosmith: Walk This Way
  • The Alan Parsons Project: Breakdown; Can’t Take It With You
  • Android Lust: Here & Now
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Beck: Qué Onda Guero; Farewell Ride; Emergency Exit
  • Black Angels: Vikings; Holland
  • Blind Melon: No Rain
  • Blue Oyster Cult: The Reaper; Godzilla
  • Bobbie Gentry: Ode To Billie Joe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Commodores: Brick House
  • Crazy Town: Butterfly
  • Cream: Sunshine Of Your Love; Tales Of Brave Ulysses
  • Cypress Hill: Insane In The Brain
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; Without You; China Girl
  • Dead Can Dance: Yulunga; The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove; Indus
  • Deuter: Petite Fleur
  • Devon Cole: Hey Cowboy; W.I.T.C.H.
  • Dizzi: Dizzi Jig; Dance Of The Unicorns
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Elton John: Goodbye Yellow Brick Road; Saturday Night’s Alright For Fighting
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fleetwood Mac: The Chain; Tusk
  • Gary Numan: The Gift; I Am Screaming; Intruder; Saints And Liars
  • Gerry Rafferty: Baker Street
  • The Gospel Whiskey Runners: Muddy Waters
  • Halsey: Castle
  • House of Pain: Jump Around
  • The HU: The Great Chinggis Khan; Song Of Women; This Is Mongol
  • Jeannie C. Riley: Harper Valley PTA
  • Julian Cope: Charlotte Anne
  • Kevin Morby: Beautiful Strangers
  • Lorde: Royals; Yellow Flicker Beat
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying; Always Numb; Time Lapse; On Reflection; Broken Colours; Weightless; We Travel
  • Mark Lanegan: The Gravedigger’s Song; Riot In My House; Wedding Dress
  • Masked Wolf: Astronaut In The Ocean
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Miracle of Sound: London Town; Valhalla Calling
  • Motherdrum: Big Stomp
  • Nancy Sinatra: These Boots Are Made For Walking
  • Outasight: The Boogie; The Bounce
  • Pati Yang: All That Is Thirst
  • Peter Gundry: The Forest Queen; Autumn’s Child; Heart Of The Forest; Lady Of The Dawn
  • Rachel Sage: Among All Of God’s Creatures
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get it On
  • Robert Palmer: Simply Irresistible
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Française; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Seth Glier: The Next Right Thing
  • Shriekback: Underwater Boys; And The Rain; The King In The Tree; Agony Box; This Big Hush; All About Nothing
  • Snow Patrol: The Lightning Strike
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way In Pain; Down And Out Downtown; Los Ageless
  • Suzanne Vega: Blood Makes Noise; Blood Sings; If You Were In My Movie; Solitude Standing
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s In A Pool
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Voxhaul Broadcast: You Are The Wilderness
  • Wendy Rule: Let The Wind Blow
  • Zayde Wølf: Gladiator
  • Zero 7: In The Waiting Line
Book Cover: Charmed to Death
Part of the Magic Happens series:

November brings with it the annual windstorms, but another kind of storm is brewing. All over town, people are becoming unhappy with their partners. At Shadow Magic, we’re getting more requests than we can handle for love potions, Be-True charms, Reveal-Cheater spells, and anything you can think of to do with romance and its vagaries.

Granny and I know that something sinister is afoot, but we aren’t sure what. Until Dagda Bruin—the chief of police—asks us for help.

We discover a full-scale magical virus going on that’s causing broken hearts, fights between jilted lovers, and scandalous affairs everywhere. As we try to figure out what’s going on, one fight leads to murder, and the race is on to discover not only the source of this mayhem, but a cure for what’s ailing the lovelorn of Terameth Lake. And if we don’t move soon, the body count’s going to rise as tempers and infidelities escalate.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Paranormal, Witches, Faerie, Fae, Fairy, Weres, Shapeshifters, Romance, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, Badass heroine, kickass women, action and adventure, Ghost hunting, cats, ghosts, urban legends, shadow people, Shadow towns, wolf shifters, cat shifters, elemental magic, shapeshifter romance, mystery, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, Pacific North West, woods, fae creatures, divorce, life change, new life, hometown, hauntings, dark creatures, amazing friendships, family secrets, spells, challenging foes, magical creatures, mythology

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Chapter 1

I woke up to find Midnight staring down at my face. She had planted herself on my chest, and was now nose to nose with me, her whiskers tickling my cheeks. I squinted at her, trying to decide whether I had heard the alarm go off. I didn’t think so, but Midnight had taken to jumping on my chest as soon as the alarm rang. Sunshine, however, was proving to be a lazy little furball, who would saunter down for breakfast when he was ready.

“Is it morning already?” I yawned, reaching out with my right hand to grab for my phone.

It’s close enough, Midnight said. And I’m hungry, so get up and feed us!

Spoken like a real cat.

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“Remember what I told you? Unless it’s an emergency, you don’t get to wake me up in the middle of the night just to feed or pet you. Not unless you’re feeling really upset.” I knew better than to truly expect them to respect my wishes. Midnight and Sunshine were cats, after all, even if they were familiars. And they epitomized the nature of “cat” perfectly.

It is an emergency. The food dish is empty. And I think Granny is outside.

I snorted, glancing at my phone. It was seven forty-five, and my alarm wasn’t set to go off until eight-fifteen. But I knew my chances of getting any more sleep were null and void. I turned off my alarm, set the phone back on the nightstand, and—holding Midnight around the tummy—I slowly scooted my way up to lean back against the headboard.

“All right, you win.” I knew how dangerous those two words were when spoken to a cat, but I didn’t have the heart to tell her no. “Okay, I’m getting up. You go wake up your brother and go wait by the food bowl. I’ll be down as soon as I’ve showered and dressed.”

Midnight let out a long-suffering sigh, then turned and jumped off the bed, marching toward the door. If she had been human, her shoulders would be sinking right now and she would probably give me an injured look. As it was, she reached where she thought she couldn’t see me just outside the door, and then I heard her thunder off down the stairs. Oh, the drama of it all!

***

Downstairs, I found coffee waiting for me, along with a couple homemade sausage muffins ready to heat up in the microwave. As I settled down at the table with my breakfast, along with a massive cup of milk-and-sugar infused coffee, I glanced over at the cats. They were scarfing down breakfast so fast that it occurred to me I should put something like a golf ball in their dish to keep them from eating so fast. Both of them were chunking up, and their coats were sleek and beautiful.

Turning back to my phone, I pulled up the news headlines. Ever since I had left the Crown Magika, I had tried to keep up on the inside events going on there. But I was no longer in the loop and, even if someone there thought to inform me, they’d be breaking the rules. So I flipped over to the Terameth Lake Gazette website and scanned the headlines.

Avis Trenton had been arrested again, this time for public nudity. She had gotten drunk and jumped naked into the town square fountain. I grimaced. Avis was fifty-eight and quickly becoming one of the town drunks. Her antics were famous, but left me feeling sad because Avis had crumbled when her husband ran off with the gardener, taking every cent he could lay his hands on. She was alone, she couldn’t afford the mortgage, she had no job other than being a spectacular mother, and now she was left to care for three kids under the age of ten with no help from their father.

In other news, the Jenkinson cows had broken out and there was a massive roadblock on Belfry Drive. The website hadn’t been updated in half an hour so there was a good chance it had been cleared by now, but I made a note that when I went down to the shop, I’d avoid that route.

And then another article caught my eye. I scrolled down to it. Sometime during the night, someone—or something—had scratched up Molly Meagher’s car. The picture was appalling. Long scrapes dug into the side of the driver’s door had left massive scratches in the metal, and they were so big that I knew they hadn’t come from any mountain lion or bear that I could think of.

The microwave beeped and I carried my muffins back to the table, where I sat down. As I stuffed one into my mouth, I realized it was too hot and I waved my hand briskly in front of my lips to cool the heat that spread through my tongue and my mouth.

As the heat dissipated, I stared at the picture of Molly’s car. What the hell had attacked it? Maybe a saber-toothed tiger was running around the village? Considering the things that came out of Hell’s Thicket, I wouldn’t be surprised if it was something other than just a pissed-off bear or some teen wearing a Wolverine claw set.

After I finished glancing through the news, I picked up the stack of mail. As I leafed through it, two were easily recognizable as bills. Three pieces were for Granny, and three were for me. Mine were stiff, probably birthday cards. My birthday was Saturday—on the nineteenth. I tucked them into my purse. The ones for Granny, I left by her side of the table.

Yawning, I chugged down the coffee and readied myself to leave for the day. I had promised Granny I would take today at the shop if she would take tomorrow for me. Verity was throwing a party for me on Saturday night, but tomorrow night was the first date I’d agreed to in a couple years, and I wasn’t sure exactly how I felt about it.

Tomorrow night, Colton was taking me out to a movie and a late dinner. I had sworn up and down to myself that I wouldn’t date again, at least not for a long time. Now here I was, breaking my vow.

But people could change their minds, right?

I liked to think I was calm and collected, but beneath the surface, I was nervous. I had no clue how to act on a date. I didn’t even know how to date anymore. I hadn’t gone out with anybody in years, and the last time I had, it had been the breakup from hell. She had hurt me so bad that I had sworn off both men and women and focused on my work to the exclusion of anything else. But when Colton had asked me out, he was so calm that it soothed my fears.

Sure, I was fifty-two, almost fifty-three, and I didn’t want a steady boyfriend, but the thought of having dinner with a good friend and possibly, maybe, dinner leading to a kiss made me smile.

And Dagda Bruin could go suck lemons.

***

The night before, when Dagda found out I was going to go out with Colton, he had blown up and picked a fight with me. I couldn’t figure out why he was being such an ass. Dagda had a girlfriend, and I had no interest in dating him. We butted heads in the worst of ways, and he was acting like an older brother.

I had told him in no uncertain terms that “thank you but I have a brother and I wouldn’t listen to him, so I’m not about to listen to you. Tend to your own garden. I’m perfectly capable of making my own decisions.”

He had stormed out, a brooding look on his face.

Granny tried to smooth my ruffled feathers. “The two of you fight worse than anybody I know,” she had said. “It reminds me of when you and your brother Billy lived here.”

“I don’t know why Dagda rubs me the wrong way,” I said. “I don’t dislike him, but I sure like to needle him. He’s so quick to blow up.”

“I wonder,” Granny said. She pulled out her computer and ran some computations, then—sputtering—she leaned back and laughed her head off. “Okay, that answers it. No wonder the two of you butt heads. You’re a Scorpio with an Aries moon and he’s a Virgo with a Capricorn moon. That alone ensures the pair of you will be sparring for the rest of your lives. Just be careful that you don’t let it go too far. I can see an argument blowing up big someday to where you might not be able to mend the rift.”

Sparring partners or not, I didn’t have time to mull over my fractious friendship with Dagda.

“I’m not going to be the one to constantly keep the peace. I don’t think of him as a frenemy, but we’re close. Anyway, I don’t have the time to worry about it.”

***

I shook away thoughts of the argument and stretched. I wanted to get in a workout before hitting the shop, so I said goodbye to the kittens, slung my workout bag over my shoulder, and headed out for the day. Granny was still asleep, and I didn’t want to wake her. She had put in a late night helping a friend clear a ghost out of her house and needed her rest.

As I headed to the truck, keys in hand, the skies opened and rain lashed down sideways, soaking me before I could make it to my truck. I slid into the driver’s seat and slammed the door, but I was already drenched to the bone. If I’d been in a T-shirt, I could have won a wet T-shirt contest. I wiped the water off my forehead, glancing in the rearview mirror to make certain my eye makeup was still intact. Satisfied, I slid the key into the ignition and eased out of the driveway.

Chaz waved as I entered the gym. The owner was a buff young man who had asked me out about a dozen times. He was too young for me, though, and the last time he had asked, I told him firmly but politely to stop. I liked Chaz. He was fun and he was a good personal trainer, but I lectured him on crossing boundaries. He apologized, and we were good. I chalked his eagerness up to the fact that he was lonely. His ex-girlfriend had left him with an inferiority complex, and he seemed out to prove that he wasn’t a loser.

“Hey Marquette,” he said. “What are you working on today?”

“Legs. I had a PT appointment. Therapist says I’m focusing on cardio too much, and that I need to build the muscle around my knee again or it could blow out.”

“What kind of exercises does your therapist want you to do?” Chaz asked.

“I need to do some knee-friendly weight-bearing exercises. While I change, if you could think up a few for me, that would help.” I handed him the piece of paper from my therapist. “Here’s a few she recommended. It will give you an idea of what I need.”

By the time I had finished donning my workout gear, Chaz had come up with a simple routine for me. Hopefully, it would help. My knee had gone out on me in September and it was still hurting. If I didn’t get the muscles strengthened up soon, I’d have more problems than just aching when the rains hit. We put in a grueling forty-five minutes and, after thanking him for his help, I hit the showers, changed, and headed down to the shop.

***

So, I’m Marquette Sanders, and I was one of the top agents for the Crown Magika. But earlier in the year I ended up on the wrong side of the asphalt. I was taking a turn at around a hundred and forty to a hundred and fifty miles per hour, chasing down a rogue vampire, when my motorcycle skidded out from under me, catching my heel and dragging me long enough to shatter the bones in my leg. Given how easily I could have lost my life, I consider myself lucky.

Though I heal quickly, given that I’m witchblood, it was soon apparent I’d never fully be whole again. I lost my job with the Crown Magika. They offered me a desk job, but I couldn’t face the transition. I loved my work too much. So I walked away. I sold Duchess—my motorcycle—and resigned myself to a slower life as a civilian.

Now I work with Granny—my goddess-mother—in her magical shop, Shadow Magic. In an unexpected twist, I’m now also working pro bono for the police department, helping out on investigations when they need an extra hand. Dagda Bruin—the chief of police—is so strapped on his budget that he’s given me a special investigator’s license. No, life isn’t turning out the way I wanted it to, but I’m learning to adapt. And I’m finding that happiness is a choice, rather than some elusive prize to be won.

***

I no sooner opened the doors when one of our regular customers rushed through. Charisma Mathers was twenty-five years old, with a waifish body and boobs that were way too big for her frame. They were about as natural as her hair color. While I still had the same blond hair I’d been born with, her blond hair was definitely from a bottle. There was nothing wrong with that, except it didn’t look good on her. She had skin fit for a redhead, or maybe a rich mahogany.

“Hey Charisma, how goes it?” I took my place behind the counter as she dropped her purse on the glass.

“I need your help. I’m frantic!” Her eyes were wide, and by her breathy voice, I could tell she was panicked.

“What’s going on?”

As flamboyant as she looked, Charisma wasn’t one given over to being a drama queen. In fact, she was one of the smartest women I’d met in Terameth Lake.

“I think Jake’s having an affair. I need something to reveal the truth.”

Jake?” I stared at her. She was going out with a man who was devoted to her, and I couldn’t possibly see him running around on the side. Then again, I didn’t have that much experience in the romance department. “Did he tell you that he was?”

She shook her head. “No, he didn’t. But I can feel it. I know he’s up to something.” She slapped the top of the counter, and I gently grabbed her hand.

“You don’t want to do that to a glass display case. While the glass is strong, you don’t need to smash your fist through it. Now tell me, why do you think he’s sneaking around? What signs have you noticed?”

She heaved out a sigh, tears glistening in the corners of her eyes. “He’s been late the last three nights, and he doesn’t have any excuse for where he was. He hasn’t even said work’s being a problem. He just tells me to quit nagging and to give him his space. He’s never said anything like that to me before.”

That did sound odd. But there could be a lot of reasons behind his behavior.

“Are you sure he’s not in any financial trouble, or maybe having problems at work? He could have a lot of stress on his shoulders.” Work stress could be a real bear for a lot of people. And finances had broken up more relationships than sex.

Charisma stared down the countertop. She worried her lip. “The truth is, Jake and I’ve been through the wringer over the past couple years. We’ve been trying to conceive, and for three years it just wouldn’t happen. Then, early this year I got pregnant, only to have a miscarriage. We pulled through, and he was there for me when I needed it. I don’t know what I would have done without him. Then his mother died a month after that—in April. I stood by him and did my best to focus on his needs.”

“That’s a lot for the two of you to handle in such a short time,” I said.

“Yes, but by August, we were feeling in a clear headspace again. We’ve been together ten years, Marquette. I know Jake. If he was having trouble on his job, he would tell me. We haven’t kept secrets from each other in years. No, this feels different. He’s keeping something from me, and I can’t help but think it’s another woman. I’ve never been this worried about our relationship.”

I thought about it for a moment, then asked, “Would you like a tarot reading? It might be able to sort out some things. Then we can decide what direction you need to move in.”

She gave me a little shrug. “I suppose. Do you have any time today?”

“I can see you at four.” We scheduled certain times during the day for readings. If other customers came in during that time, there was a sign on the counter along with a bell in case they needed help. But we tried to keep the tarot appointments to the beginning and end of the day, so our customers got used to the flow. When Granny and I were both here, it didn’t matter as much. One of us could work the counter while the other gave readings.

“I’ll be back then. Thanks, Marquette. I know I’m right, but I suppose I should get some sort of confirmation first, and a reading would be the best way.” She left a little calmer than when she had entered the shop, but she still looked dejected.

I penciled her into the schedule, and then looked around. The herbs needed restocking, and I should probably rearrange a couple of the displays so they’d look better. But before I could make it to the stockroom, the door bells jingled again and Jillian stomped in, looking ready to kill.

She ran the cat café next door. I had adopted Midnight and Sunshine from her, and we had become good friends.

“Hey—” I started to say, but then I read her energy and stopped. Something was wrong. She was shooting off enough sparks to start a wildfire. I hurried around the counter. “What’s wrong?”

“Henry broke it off with me last night. Well, good for him. He’s an asshole and I want to blast him into outer space.” Jillian headed over to the table in the corner and sat down. She rested her elbows on the table. “I can’t believe I ever thought he was one of the good ones. Crap, how can men turn into jerks so easily? I feel like an idiot, thinking he was worth spending my time on. I should have just followed my gut and focused on the business and my cats.” A widow, Jillian had resisted dating for over five years. In October she had met Henry, who seemed pretty nice, and they had been dating for a little over a month.

“Did he give you a reason?” I wondered if Venus was retrograde, or whatever planet it was that ruled over romance and relationships. I wasn’t the person to ask about astrology. Granny handled that aspect of the shop’s magical services.

“Oh, he told me why, all right. He told me I had a fat ass, that I should go on a diet because he doesn’t like poking so much padding. I called him a fuckhead and told him to take his lame-ass shriveled-up old dick and hit the road.”

I blinked. Well, that was unexpected. I’d pegged Henry for a decent guy and I was usually a good judge of people. But apparently, not in this case. “What did he say?”

“He laughed and said that nobody else would even give me the once-over at my age, and that I should be grateful he showed me any attention at all.”

I cringed. That wasn’t good. “So, he’s still alive?”

Jillian grimaced. “Unfortunately, yes. I slapped him, and then he called me a whale, and then I threw a pie at him and he left.” She let out a sigh. “I think I’m more angry at myself for ignoring the signs than at him for what he said. I can’t believe he duped me, Marquette! I feel like an idiot—like some angsty teenager crying over a two-timing boyfriend.”

My first instinct was to hunt him down and beat him up, but I resisted. Even with the residue from my injuries, I was in far better shape than he was, and I could have clocked him a good one before he knew what was coming. But violence wasn’t the answer in this case, and I could help Jillian better by listening than by acting all super-heroine.

“What a fucking jerk. I can’t believe he said those things to you. Well, I can believe it, I just don’t want to. I’m so sorry, but you’re better off without him.”

“Oh I know, I really do. And I’m doing my best to resist the impulse to ask you for a poppet so I can stick a few pins in it. I would love to deflate his ego, preferably in front of someone important.” She looked up, shaking her head. “What’s wrong with some of these men? I know women can be horrible too, but it seems like more of my female friends end up with the short end of the stick than the guys they’ve been with.”

“You’re preaching to the choir,” I said. “That’s why I don’t do relationships.”

“Yeah, but you’re going on a date tomorrow night,” she said, her scowl lifting a little. “I just hope you have better luck than I did.”

“You know that all I’m looking for is an enjoyable evening. Colton is very nice, and he’s an extremely talented witch, but I don’t expect it to go anywhere. We’re just going out to get some dinner and watch a movie.” It occurred to me that Jillian would make a great girlfriend, but I knew she didn’t swing that way and I’d never press in where it was unwelcome.

“I know that’s what you say, but is that how you really feel?”

I thought about it for a moment, testing my internal bullshit meter. It rang true, for the most part. I did detect a little bit of hope that I hadn’t expected, so I said, “Ninety percent true. There’s a little part of me that hopes it turns into a second date. I can’t truthfully say I’m interested in a relationship, but dating can be fun. I’ve had my share of partners over the years. Though the last one left me with a bitter taste in my mouth. So bitter I’ve been gun-shy ever since.”

“Do you ever think you want to get married?” she asked.

That, I could answer without hesitation. “Nope. Not a chance. I’ve never aspired to wear a wedding dress, nor to walk down the aisle, be it with a man or a woman. I’m set in my ways. Granny and I get along because we leave each other alone for the most part. We’re not trying to change each other, or control each other, and we’re not in a relationship. Well, other than she’s my goddess-mother and we’re friends.”

“That makes sense. You’ve always lived alone, haven’t you?” Jillian asked.

I nodded. “All of my adult life, so this roommate business is new. The Crown Magika provided us with apartments. I do want to buy myself a house in the next year or two, but not for a while yet. But when I do, it will be furnished my way, painted in the colors I choose, and kept in the fashion I prefer. I like companionship, but I don’t want a partner.”

“Are you sure you’re not protesting too much?”

I laughed. “No, I’ve just had to defend my choices over the years, so I get a little pushy about it. If I had a dollar for every person who’s told me that I’m going to regret not having children or being married when I’m on my deathbed, I’d be fucking rich.” I was about to ask her if she wanted something cold to drink when the door opened and Dagda came in. Before I could say anything, he motioned for me to follow him into the storeroom.

“Come on, I need to talk to you.”

“I’ll be right back,” I told Jillian, narrowing my eyes as I followed Dagda. “Dude, ask before you drag me into our private storeroom,” I started to say, sitting down at the lunch table. He frowned at me like I was a gnat, and I let out a snort. “Seriously, you need to learn some manners.”

“Never mind that. Something weird is going down. I have no idea what to make of it.” The look on his face silenced my irritation.

“What’s happened?” I was worried now, and decided to ignore his rudeness.

“All five of our jail cells are full. We’ve broken up five different fights today, and I’m not talking about scuffles. I’m talking about all-out brawls and fistfights. And it’s barely ten-thirty. I’ve got every car out there trying to keep up with the list of people who are mixing it up. The 911 system has logged more calls this morning than it’s had the past month.” He sounded both exasperated and confused.

“What the hell?” Whatever it was, it didn’t sound normal. “What are people fighting about?”

“That’s what gets me. Two fights were over a woman. I also had to break up a domestic violence incident where a wife was beating up her husband. She claims he was cheating on her. The fourth call involved a pervert trying to crawl in a woman’s bedroom window. And the last one, well, a couple got into it in Melton’s Hardware, where they began to tear up the aisles and throw stuff at each other.” He looked positively bewildered.

“Well, that’s different.” I scratched my ear. Dagda did have a problem.

He gave me a beleaguered look. “Is there a full moon? Is everybody just going stir-crazy because of the rain? The holidays are coming up, maybe that’s spurring this on? Whatever the case, I wasn’t kidding when I asked about the moon. Do you know if there’s any astrological reason behind this? Because for the life of me, we’re running out of places to put people.”

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often listen to music when I write, and CHARMED TO DEATH is no exception. Here’s the playlist for the book:

  • J. Roach: Devil May Dance
  • AC/DC: Back in Black; Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap; Hells Bells
  • Adele: Rumour Has It
  • Air: Moon Fever; Surfing on a Rocket
  • Airstream: Electra
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know; Hand in My Pocket; Uninvited; All I Really Want; Eight Easy Steps
  • Alice Cooper: I’m the Coolest; Didn’t We Meet; Welcome to My Nightmare; Some Folks
  • Android Lust: Here & Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere to Go
  • Asteroid Galaxy Tour: The Sun Ain’t Shining No More; The Golden Age; Around the Bend; Sunshine Coolin’; Bad Fever; Major; Heart Attack; Out of Frequency; Hurricane
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding
  • Blondie: Fade Away and Radiate; Heart of Glass; I Know But I Don’t Know; One Way or Another; Call Me; Rapture; Little Caesar
  • Bob Seger & the Silver Bullet Band: Old Time Rock & Roll; Turn the Page
  • Bobbie Gentry: Ode to Billie Joe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Crazy Town: Butterfly
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; Fame; Jean Jeanie
  • Devon Cole:I.T.C.H.
  • Dizzi: Dizzi Jig; Dance of the Unicorns; Galloping Horse
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Elton John: Honky Cat; Goodbye Yellow Brick Road; Saturday Night’s Alright for Fighting; Rocket Man; Bennie and the Jets; Crocodile Rock
  • Eurythmics: Sweet Dreams
  • Fats Domino: I Want to Walk You Home
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fleetwood Mac: The Chain; Gold Dust Woman
  • Godsmack: Voodoo
  • Gordon Lightfoot: Sundown
  • Gorillaz: Demon Days; Hongkongaton
  • The Guess Who: American Woman; No Sugar Tonight/New Mother Nature
  • Halsey: Castle; Haunting
  • Heart: Magic Man; White Lightning & Wine; Crazy on You; Dreamboat Annie
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • Jay Price: The Devil’s Bride; Dark-Hearted Man; Coming for You Baby
  • Jeannie C. Riley: Harper Valley PTA
  • Jefferson Airplane: She Has Funny Cars; Somebody to Love; 3/5 of a Mile in 10 Seconds; White Rabbit; Plastic Fantastic Lover
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down the Road
  • Johnny Otis: Willy & The Hand Jive
  • Kirsty MacColl: In These Shoes?
  • Led Zeppelin: When the Levee Breaks; Kashmir; Ramble On; The Battle of Evermore; Immigrant Song
  • Loreena McKennitt: The Mummers Dance; Marco Polo; All Souls Night; The Lady of Shalott
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying; Always Numb; On Reflection; Broken Colours; We Travel; Weightless
  • Mark Lanegan: The Gravedigger’s Song; Riot in My House; Phantasmagoria Blues; Wedding Dress; Methamphetamine Blues
  • Mark Lanegan/Duke Garwood: Pentacostal; War Memorial; Mescalito; Death Rides a White Horse
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Nancy Sinatra: These Boots Are Made for Walking
  • Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds: Do You Love Me; Red Right Hand
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nirvana: Lithium; Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are; Lake of Fire; All Apologies; On a Plain; Plateau; You Know You’re Right
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man; Return of the Dead Man
  • Orgy: Social Enemies; Blue Monday
  • PJ Harvey: The Words That Maketh Murder; In the Dark Places; C’mon Billy; Down by the Water
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get It On
  • Robert Palmer: Addicted to Love; Simply Irresistible
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • The Rolling Stones: Gimme Shelter; 19th Nervous Breakdown; Mother’s Little Helper; Jumpin’ Jack Flash; Sympathy for the Devil; What a Shame; The Spider and the Fly
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Française; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Sarah McLachlan: Possession
  • Screaming Trees: All I Know; Dime Western
  • Shriekback: Underwater Boys; And the Rain; The King in the Tree; The Shining Path; Intoxication; Over the Wire; New Man; Go Bang; Big Fun; Dust and a Shadow; Agony Box; Now These Days Are Gone
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way in Pain; Down and Out Downtown; Los Ageless
  • Steppenwolf: Born to Be Wild; Magic Carpet Ride
  • Talking Heads: Life During Wartime; Take Me to the River; Burning Down the House; Swamp; Psycho Killer; I Zimbra; Moon Rocks
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s in a Pool
  • The Temptations: Papa Was a Rolling Stone
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line
Book Cover: Shadow Magic
Part of the Magic Happens series:

I'm Marquette Sanders, and I used to be one of the top agents for the Crown Magika. But an unexpected accident sidelines me and my world turns upside down. Now, I'm living in the shadow town of Terameth Lake, Washington, where magic and mayhem rule, and spirits from the past are as powerful as the volcano that looms over the town.

I've moved in with Granny Ledbetter, my goddess-mother and the oldest witch in town. I'm working at her shop, Shadow Magic, which serves the witchblood community. When a tarot client turns up dead, drained of all her blood, she's just one in a string of killings. The police think a rogue vampire's turned serial killer, but I know better—rogue vampires are my specialty and they don't act like that. Dagda Bruin—the chief of police—enlists my help. Now we must find out who and what the actual killer is, before the body count skyrockets.

This series is Paranormal Women's Fiction. It's NOT a cozy series. *grins* For those who love my quirky humor, scary-assed stories, and who don't mind that some of my characters swear like a trucker.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Paranormal, Witches, Faerie, Fae, Fairy, Weres, Shapeshifters, Romance, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, Badass heroine, kickass women, action and adventure, Ghost hunting, cats, ghosts, urban legends, shadow people, Shadow towns, wolf shifters, cat shifters, elemental magic, shapeshifter romance, mystery, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, Pacific North West, woods, fae creatures, divorce, life change, new life, hometown, hauntings, dark creatures, amazing friendships, family secrets, spells, challenging foes, magical creatures, mythology

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Chapter 1

April…

Just when you think everything’s all dandy, life can throw you a major curve.

When I limped into my boss’s office on a bright, sunny Monday morning, I didn’t expect to be forced to walk away from the life I’d known for thirty years. But sometimes fate doesn’t follow the path you want it to.

When Royal called me into his office, I wasn’t sure what I was in for. I’d never been injured on the job before. But I expected a commendation, at least, to add to the drawer full of awards I’d accumulated during my work with the Crown Magika. Granted, Driscoll had evaded me, but I’d come damned close to catching him and I knew that next time, there would be no question: I’d either bring him in, or stake him dead. Permanently.

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But as I entered his office and saw Royal sitting behind that giant walnut desk that he’d bought to soothe his Maserati midlife crisis, he looked up from a thick file, his face a blank stare. Usually, I could read him clear and loud, but this time, his expression was impassive, and he closed the file folder and leaned back, motioning toward the chair across from his desk. The vibe of the room definitely didn’t read “Congratulations” and I instantly knew something was wrong.

“What’s up?” I said, easing into the chair opposite his desk. The walking cast on my leg would come off in a few days, and I was antsy, already champing for a new assignment. I didn’t enjoy downtime, and although I knew I needed physical therapy, I expected to be back on the job ASAP. Type A to the max, I put Bill Gates to shame.

He let out a long sigh. “Marquette, we need to discuss something.” The fact that he used my full name instead of my nickname told me that the “something” wasn’t going to be pleasant.

I leaned forward, wondering what was going on. “I repeat, what’s up?” I didn’t like Royal, but I did respect him. He was good at his job, and he had always been fair to me. Royal was a royal pain in the ass, but he was also a good supervisor. We had a love–hate relationship, purely platonic.

“You really got knocked for a loop, didn’t you? You were after Driscoll, correct?”

Driscoll was a vampire who worked for the Blood Collective. I’d been chasing him across the desert on my Suzuki GSX, roaring along at over a hundred and fifty miles an hour. Driscoll had been driving a Corvette, edging it up a few miles per hour more than I was going. But then he swerved abruptly, taking a sharp left turn. When I followed, the bike had shot out from under me, catching my boot heel, and I’d been dragged along the desert floor. Driscoll had escaped. I’d ended up lucky to be alive.

“Yeah, but I’m healing up. I broke my leg in several places, bruised a few ribs, and I look like I got beat to a pulp, but I’m all right.” I tried to make a joke out of it, but he wasn’t laughing.

“We talked to the doctor and physical therapist.” He paused, catching my gaze. “Marquette, you’re not ever going to fully heal. The therapist says she’s told you that. You’re going to have a limp and your knee will always chance going out from under you.” His eyes burned a hole in me.

A shiver of fear raced down my spine. “I’m going to be all right. I’ll be able to do my job, Royal.” I wasn’t laughing anymore. I could see it in his eyes—he was about to confirm the secret fear I’d been harboring for the past month. “You can’t bench me. I’ve been one of your top agents for thirty years—”

“Yes, you have. But now, either we give you a desk job, or…” He trailed off, waiting.

I caught my breath. “No! I can’t take a desk job. I’ve worked my ass off for the Crown Magika. I’ve got a success rate of 85 percent. You show me one agent who’s better at their job than I am!”

Royal ducked his head. “I’m not disagreeing with any of that. We’re going to miss you. We are, Quetta. But the fact is, you can’t go out in the field any longer. Not only would you be in danger, but your cases would be compromised.” Royal was the only one who ever called me Quetta.

Crap. He’d talked to them already. “My therapist could be wrong—”

“You know she isn’t. Maybe you won’t end up with a limp. Maybe you’ll heal up completely.” His voice dropped. “Marquette, you have to face facts. Your leg was shattered so badly that it will never be good as new, even with all the healing spells in the world. Your days as an investigative agent are over.”

“No!” I didn’t want to hear it.

“This happens. I’m sorry, but it happens. We can switch you to a desk job. We could start you right away on that.”

“I’ve been hunting down the baddies for thirty-one years. I joined the Crown Magika when I was barely twenty-one. I’ve worked my way up the ranks, covered in blood, guts, and sweat. I’m one of your best operatives, and I’m the first one you go to when it comes to cases involving the Blood Collective and the Covenant of Chaos. And now, because of one bad moment—one misstep—you’re trying to tell me it’s all over?” Breathing heavily, I tried to control my temper. I could feel tears in the back of my eyes, but in front of them was a red cloud of fury. I tried to imagine myself working a desk job, watching the pity on the faces of the other agents.

“I can’t do that.” I shook my head. “What if I say no?”

Royal let me rant and flail. After I fell silent, he waited for a moment, then calmly said, “We’ll provide you with a generous severance packet, along with the pension you’ve earned. And the Queen’s authorized me to award you a lifetime achievement commendation.”

The Queen. If she was involved, all hope was up. I leaned back in my chair. My life stretched out before me in a bleak line. “Crap, crap, crap. Royal…do you think she’d change her mind on this? If you talked to her for me—”

Royal held my gaze, his expression softening. “I’m sorry, Quetta. I have my orders. We can’t risk you choking at the last minute. You’ve been through a traumatic accident and the doc says that he’s detected some PTSD—that you won’t acknowledge.”

I turned my face away. “I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Then he’s right. You could choke and that could endanger anybody else you might be working with.”

I let out a long breath and turned to face him. Everything seemed muted and slowed down, like I was living in slow motion. “It’s over, then. I’m done.”

“Are you sure you won’t take the desk job? We’ll keep you at your current pay grade.”

If I had to leave the job I loved, I would leave for good. I couldn’t face watching my colleagues head out on cases I knew I could do better on. I couldn’t face the pity in their eyes, and the schadenfreude from others.

“No, maybe it’s time to try something new.”

“Well, you’ll have the severance package and your pension. You’ve been here thirty-one years. It might be time for you to relax. Try your hand at something else.”

I knew he was trying to let me down gently—to help me see the brighter side. But right now, I wanted to tell him that he’d nailed the final nail in my coffin. “Yeah. Gardening, maybe? You think I’d make a good gardener?” I couldn’t resist the little barb. I couldn’t keep a plant alive to save my soul. I didn’t jive with the earth element. My magic was based in fire and ice—the extremes merging to make the magic stronger than ever.

Royal leaned forward. “Quette, you’re wrong if you think I want you gone. You’re the best agent we have and you’ve been willing to take chances nobody else has the nerve to face. The Crown Magika has so much to thank you for. But you have to understand how you can’t serve as an agent in your condition. We aren’t conspiring against you.”

I paused, then gave him a hopeless shrug. “Whatever. It is what it is, and I have to accept that my life has forever changed. But it breaks my heart.” My voice choked as the tears I’d tried to keep at bay welled up like a hurricane in my throat.

Then Royal did something he’d never done. He walked around his desk to sit by my side in the chair next to me and took my hands. “Marquette Sanders, you and I have butted heads ever since the first day I took this job. We’ve fought and said things to each other that were probably better off left unsaid. But the fact is…I genuinely respect you. You’re the best agent I’ve ever worked with. And I’ll never take that away from you.”

I caught my breath as the tears rolled down my face. “Damn it, you giant prick. I wanted to walk away hating you—blaming you for this. But you go and be nice to me? Fuck it. Truth is, you’ve been fair to me, Royal, even if we were at each other’s throats.” I swallowed, hard, accepting the tissue he offered me. After blowing my nose, I asked, “So what did Queen Heliesa say?”

The Queen of Witches lived on an island off the coast of Shrove, Ireland, that was called Easa Cailleach. I’d met Heliesa a couple of times when the Crown Magika had awarded me medals for service, but I’d never had a chance to talk to her personally.

“She sends her best wishes, and her thanks.” Royal forced a smile. “She knows how valuable you’ve been to the Crown. But she was quite clear: you have to retire from active duty.”

“A suggestion’s as good as an order when it comes from a queen,” I murmured.

And so my fate was sealed. After thirty years in service to the Crown Magika, I was out of a job, and out of a way of life.

“How long do I have until I have to move?” I asked.

The Order of the Moon—the paramilitary branch of the Court Magika—and by extension, the Crown Magika—provided quarters for all of its agents. Now I had to walk away from my job, but also the place I’d lived for years, and everything associated with it.

“The healer said you’ll be on your feet by mid-June. Given what happened, you don’t have to be out of your current quarters until July 1.” He met my gaze, regret in his eyes. For Royal, that might as well mean he was weeping. “We’re also providing you with a relocation bonus.”

“I guess that’s it,” I said. Everything had taken on a surreal tinge and I couldn’t decide if I was living in a bad dream or if this really was reality.

“Best of luck. It was good working with you.” He held out his hand.

I stared at his extended hand for a moment, then slowly reached out and clasped his fingers. His shake was firm and dry, and he slowly brought my hand up to brush its top with his lips. The moment he kissed my hand, I felt a long shiver that told me what might have been, but now would never be.

Royal and I locked gazes and his look told me he had felt it too. But all he said as he let go was, “Have a wonderful life, Marquette. You deserve it.”

I steeled myself. As long as we had been talking, it had meant it wasn’t quite real yet. But now, it was time to turn my back and step out into the world again.

“You too, Royal. As for me, I’ll survive. I always do.”

He walked me to the door. “We have a team waiting to debrief you.”

As I headed around his desk, I thought about everything I had done up until now, and all the success I’d had. When I walked through that door, it would all end. I swallowed hard, staring at the knob. Finally, after what seemed like a lifetime, I took hold of the handle, turned it, and walked away from everything I’d ever known.

***

September…

I woke to the smell of coffee wafting from downstairs. My stomach rumbling, I forced myself out of bed and into the shower. It was nearly eight, and I had promised Granny that I’d watch the shop today. As I splashed water on my face, I wiped the gunk from my eyes and stared at myself in the mirror.

It was such a lovely way to start the day, all bent out of sorts and exhausted. Three hours of sleep after four hours of sorting out the problems of a distraught client who claimed that I’d sold her a haunted athame—a ritual dagger—had left me tired and grumpy.

How was it that I had been able to go for days on a few hours of sleep when I was running a case, but put me into a situation with a nutter who was convinced that we had sold her a dagger with a ghost attached to it, and I could barely keep awake?

After I’d cleared out the wayward spirit—who was actually her ex-boyfriend’s ghost who was still stalking her—and proved that the ghost hadn’t come from the dagger at all, Felicia had roped me into listening to a long whine about her finances, her bad roommate situation, and the fact that she couldn’t find her favorite brand of chocolate anymore.

By the time I arrived home, I had been feeling all Judge Judy—totally unsympathetic and really wanting to headdesk the table.

Even after the shower, I felt like crap, but today was slated to be busy and I didn’t have time to go back to bed.

I slid on a pair of black jeans, and a form-fitting sweater that stretched over my boobs. Knee-high platform boots and a designer tote bag finished the look—I favored Marc Jacobs and Michael Kors. I also preferred stilettos, but the accident had put an end to those. I had managed to avoid a permanent limp, but I already could tell that my leg was going to give me trouble when I was too tired, or it was too cold.

As I brushed my hair back into a long ponytail and applied my makeup, I was startled when Dominique whispered in my ear.

You look like something washed up on the beach. Flotsam and jetsam.

“Gee, thanks. I bet you aren’t looking so good there in your grave, either.”

Dominique was Granny’s house ghost. She had been Granny Ledbetter’s nanny a couple hundred years ago, and Domi, as we called her, had apparently never let go of the belief that she was supposed to watch over her. I had talked to her when I was a child, though Granny didn’t know, and I felt like we were picking up again like old friends.

Be that way, then. But I saw you come in late. You can’t expect to keep healthy on so little sleep.

I had felt as if I’d just had my hands slapped. “Well, there’s nothing I can do about it now. I have errands to run and I’m due down at the shop in a couple of hours.”

I’m trying to—

“Help, I know.” I sighed, finished my makeup, and squinted at the worry lines around my eyes and on my forehead. They weren’t prominent, so I felt I didn’t look half-bad for fifty-two. Not bad at all. I flexed, grinning. I could still give young studs a run for their money—in the boxing ring, at least. I wasn’t interested in giving them a run for anything else. It wasn’t that I had no interest in sex—I loved sex. But I had no desire to entangle myself in a relationship. Dating? Yes. Sharing my bed now and then? Certainly. Sharing a house and life with someone who might try to change me or tie me down? No way in hell. I was too set in my ways to play house with a man. Besides, being Granny’s roommate suited me just fine.

As I headed toward the stairs, Domi got in one last shot.

You know, I’m glad you’re back. I enjoyed talking to you.

I paused, my hand on the railing. “Thanks, Domi. That’s nice of you to say. I miss my brother, too. But he’s not the same sweet kid he was when we lived here. He grew up stuffy and pompous. I’m glad my mother didn’t live to see the way he turned out.”

Sometimes, people have a way of failing us without even knowing they’re doing so.

“Right,” I answered, then headed downstairs.

Granny was in the kitchen, stirring up breakfast.

“Morning,” I said. Her actual name was Nara, but the whole town of Terameth Lake knew her as “Granny.” I gave her a kiss on the cheek as I dragged myself over to the counter with the coffee pot on it. “Is that coffee I smell? I need a good jolt.”

“The pot’s full,” she said. “And breakfast is ready.”

Every day since I had moved back to Terameth Lake, Granny had made sure I was happily fed. She handed me a plate of scrambled eggs, pancakes, and sausage. I carried it to the table—which was in the corner of the kitchen—and poured myself a mug of coffee, adding a little cream. As I settled in at the table, Granny served herself up a plate and joined me.

“Ready for the day? You came in late.” Granny Ledbetter looked old, which meant she was extremely old. Witchblood aged slowly. Magic swirled around her, hanging heavy on her shoulders. She was more powerful than just about any witch I’d ever met.

“Felicia was on an emotional bender last night. She thought we sold her a haunted athame but it was actually the ghost of her ex-boyfriend. Stalker in life, stalker in death. I banished him, but then she subjected me to a three-hour tour through her misery.” I bit into the sausage, delighting as the link burst in my mouth. It was juicy and salty with the right amount of grease. “This is so good.”

“Edie Rosewater makes the best sausage in the state. I won’t buy sausage anywhere else,” Granny said.

“She doesn’t look like a sausage-maker,” I said, grinning. Edie had long platinum hair—not as long as mine but far paler—and she looked like a centerfold. She loved her pigs, though, and treated them like royalty for the lengths of their lives. But she was fully capable of butchering them and breaking them down to make her famous sausage, bacon, and ham.

“Edie Rosewater’s lucky she’s sane. Her parents were a couple of loons, and I do mean loons. The fact that she turned out as stable as she is, well…I give her mentors credit.”

“Is she witchblood?” I finished my eggs and toast, then peeked at the pan on the stove to see if there was more sausage. There was. “Want more?”

“You go ahead and finish the rest. I already had a cinnamon roll this morning.” Granny carried her plate to the sink and rinsed it off, tucking it in the dishwasher. “As far as Edie’s concerned, she’s part shifter. Her mother was a wolf shifter, her father was human. They fought constantly and I’m surprised her father survived as long as he did. Helga had a temper as nasty as a rattler. Anyway, so no, Edie isn’t witchblood.”

It occurred to me that Edie was able to butcher the hogs so easily because she was part wolf. Wolf shifters made good butchers and ranchers, just like rabbit shifters—who were fairly rare—made great farmers.

“Since we’re getting ready for the Harvest Moon Festival at the shop, what do you want me to do? Set up tables? Make charms?” Over the past few months, I’d settled into working with Granny better than I ever expected to. I tried to put the past behind me, given that my life with the Order of the Moon was over.

Granny paused, frowning. “Every year I put all prosperity and abundance charms on sale during the Harvest Moon Festival, and they sell like crazy, so start with what we have. We’ll need to make more in a week or so. I also like to throw in pumpkin-scented candles, black cat candles, and anything else that screams the season.” She nodded toward the door. “I put a bunch of decorations in the back of your truck. Go ahead and put them up if you would.”

Granny Ledbetter wasn’t really my grandmother, but she might as well be. I’d grown up living in her house for a few years after my father died. My mother had brought my brother and me here, to Terameth Lake, to live with the woman who had been her goddess-mother.

Two years later, when I was fifteen, Mother had bought a small house and we moved there. I left at eighteen, my little brother two years later. I had gone into the agency, and he had gone away to college and stayed there. Now he was an investment banker somewhere in Pennsylvania.

When I was forty, Granny had called me to let me know that my mother had died. I seldom volunteered the facts on how she had died because they sounded ridiculous and I didn’t want anyone laughing about my mother’s death.

After my discussion with Royal and debriefing, I had called Granny to tell her what happened. She invited me home to Terameth Lake. While my mother’s house had been sold years ago, Granny had plenty of room and she told me I could stay with her and help her with Shadow Magic—her magical supplies shop—until I was ready to find my own place. So, on the evening of July 2, I had showed up with my clothes and the few boxes of belongings I had.

I turned to Granny. “What are you doing today?”

Granny Ledbetter was stout, but I had no doubt she could take on a linebacker. Dressed in a pair of blue jeans and a pale blue button-down shirt with a red apron tied around her waist, she was shorter than me by about four inches. Her hair was pure white, pulled back into a ponytail that almost reached her waist. Her eyes were blue like mine—the ice blue of glaciers.

“The yard needs tending, and so do my herbs. In a month, we’ll have a run on protection charms—people change them out in the late autumn, so we’ll need plenty of rosemary and bay leaf for the new season.”

Granny’s yard needed work. It was one step away from a wild patch. The two-story cottage had looked remarkably the same as it had when I was a teenager. Ivy trailed down the walls, and a trellis gate leading to the backyard, covered with wisteria. The place needed some fixing up, but the paint was in fairly good condition, and the porch looked sturdy enough. But the yard had been a riot of color.

Even now, in early September, flowers bloomed everywhere in a profusion of color, while others were past their season and would winter over until the spring. Hydrangeas, roses, primroses, and foxglove all had come and gone. But now, red-hot pokers were still vibrant under the autumn skies, and zinnias and mums were thick, their spicy flowers smelling of autumn. Chinese lanterns hung lush with orange seed pods, and ferns spread thickly through the greenery.

The house was on an acre of land, most of it stretching to the back. The entire acre was bordered by fir trees, a giant cedar, red-leaf maple trees, rowan trees—also known as mountain ash in western Washington—and lilacs and rhododendrons, all shaggy and huge.

“Do you need help? I’m not much of a green thumb, but—”

“Never you mind. I’ll take care of this. You go on.”

“All right. I think I’ll hit the gym first before I head to the shop. Should I bring anything home for dinner?” I picked up my purse and made sure I had my phone and keys.

“A bucket of chicken would be good.” Granny stretched and then stood, looking out the kitchen window. “It’s almost time for Bliss Farms’ annual Red-Pickup Harvest Fair. We’ll need to remember to head over there this weekend. They usually have good specials going and it’s worth the time.” She paused, then pointed toward one of the maples. “Fall is coming in strong. The leaves have already started to turn.”

On either side of Granny’s property were other houses, and across the street, more homes. But Granny’s lot was lined with trees. I joined her, peeking out the window. She was right, the leaves were starting to turn color.

To the far back of the lot was a ravine, and on the other side of the ravine was a thin strip of woodland that backed Bliss Farm.

Bliss Farm erected roadside stands on the turnout to their farm where they sold cider, apple jelly, homemade applesauce, vegetables, jerky, ham, bacon, and pepperoni, honey from their hives, and during the autumn, they held a harvest ritual on the equinox. Granny bought a lot of vegetables and apples from them, along with the best applewood smoked bacon ever.

“Are we going to have time to visit the Harvest Moon Festival this weekend?” I asked. Terameth Lake’s official harvest festival was held on consecutive weekends throughout September and October. “Wait, we’ll be at the shop, won’t we?”

You’ll be at the shop on Saturday. I’ll take Sunday so you can go out and about. Now get along with you, and don’t forget the chicken for dinner. And the mashed potatoes and gravy, too.” With a wave, Granny motioned me off.

I clattered down the front steps, wincing ever so slightly as my knee twinged.

I’d never be 100 percent—the doctors had been right about that. And I’d never fully be capable of what I had been before the accident. As I inserted the key into my truck, it occurred to me that if I’d stayed in service, I would have been miserable in a desk job. I would have hated every minute of it and only succeeded in building resentment. With a sigh, I hauled myself into the truck and fastened my seatbelt. Sometimes fate worked out, even when we didn’t think it would.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often listen to music when I write, and SHADOW MAGIC is no exception. Here’s the playlist for the book:

  • J. Roach: Devil May Dance
  • AC/DC: Back in Black; Dirty Deeds Done Dirt Cheap; Hells Bells
  • Adele: Rumour Has It
  • Air: Moon Fever; Surfing on a Rocket
  • Airstream: Electra
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know; Hand in My Pocket; Uninvited; All I Really Want; Eight Easy Steps
  • Alice Cooper: I’m the Coolest; Didn’t We Meet; Welcome to My Nightmare; Some Folks
  • Android Lust: Here & Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere To Go
  • Asteroid Galaxy Tour: The Sun Ain’t Shining No More; The Golden Age; Around the Bend; Sunshine Coolin’; Bad Fever; Major; Heart Attack; Out of Frequency; Hurricane
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding
  • Blondie: Fade Away and Radiate; Heart of Glass; I Know But I Don’t Know; One Way or Another; Call Me; Rapture; Little Caesar
  • Bob Seger & the Silver Bullet Band: Old Time Rock & Roll; Turn the Page
  • Bobbie Gentry: Ode To Billie Joe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Crazy Town: Butterfly
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; Fame; Jean Jeanie
  • Devon Cole:I.T.C.H.
  • Dizzi: Dizzi Jig; Dance of the Unicorns; Galloping Horse
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Elton John: Honky Cat; Goodbye Yellow Brick Road; Saturday Night’s Alright For Fighting; Rocket Man; Bennie and the Jets; Crocodile Rock
  • Eurythmics: Sweet Dreams
  • Fats Domino: I Want to Walk You Home
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fleetwood Mac: The Chain; Gold Dust Woman
  • Godsmack: Voodoo
  • Gordon Lightfoot: Sundown
  • Gorillaz: Demon Days; Hongkongaton
  • The Guess Who: American Woman; No Sugar Tonight/New Mother Nature
  • Halsey: Castle; Haunting
  • Heart: Magic Man; White Lightning & Wine; Crazy on You; Dreamboat Annie
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • Jay Price: The Devil’s Bride; Dark-Hearted Man; Coming For You Baby
  • Jeannie C. Riley: Harper Valley PTA
  • Jefferson Airplane: She Has Funny Cars; Somebody to Love; 3/5 of a Mile in 10 Seconds; White Rabbit; Plastic Fantastic Lover
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down The Road
  • Johnny Otis: Willy & The Hand Jive
  • Kirsty MacColl: In These Shoes?
  • Led Zeppelin: When the Levee Breaks; Kashmir; Ramble On; The Battle of Evermore; Immigrant Song
  • Loreena McKennitt: The Mummers Dance; Marco Polo; All Souls Night; The Lady of Shalott
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light; Witches
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying; Always Numb; On Reflection; Broken Colours; We Travel; Weightless
  • Mark Lanegan: The Gravedigger’s Song; Riot in My House; Phantasmagoria Blues; Wedding Dress; Methamphetamine Blues
  • Mark Lanegan/Duke Garwood: Pentacostal; War Memorial; Mescalito; Death Rides a White Horse
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Nancy Sinatra: These Boots Are Made For Walking
  • Nick Cave & The Bad Seeds: Do You Love Me; Red Right Hand
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nirvana: Lithium; Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are; Lake of Fire; All Apologies; On A Plain; Plateau; You Know You’re Right
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man; Return of the Dead Man
  • Orgy: Social Enemies; Blue Monday
  • PJ Harvey: The Words That Maketh Murder; In the Dark Places; C’mon Billy; Down By The Water
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get it On
  • Robert Palmer: Addicted To Love; Simply Irresistible
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • The Rolling Stones: Gimme Shelter; 19th Nervous Breakdown; Mother’s Little Helper; Jumpin’ Jack Flash; Sympathy for the Devil; What A Shame; The Spider and the Fly
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Française; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Sarah McLachlan: Possession
  • Screaming Trees: All I Know; Dime Western
  • Shriekback: Underwater Boys; And The Rain; The King In The Tree; The Shining Path; Intoxication; Over the Wire; New Man; Go Bang; Big Fun; Dust and a Shadow; Agony Box; Now These Days Are Gone
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way In Pain; Down And Out Downtown; Los Ageless
  • Steppenwolf: Born To Be Wild; Magic Carpet Ride
  • Talking Heads: Life During Wartime; Take Me To The River; Burning Down the House; Swamp; Psycho Killer; I Zimbra; Moon Rocks
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s In A Pool
  • The Temptations: Papa Was a Rolling Stone
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line

In the aftermath of the dragon's retreat from our world, the only ones left behind are the ones who hate the humans, and those who love them. So things are still tense with the Dragonni who have stayed in our realm.

But right now, I have far worse worries than this. Kilnakarn, the Kelpie King who abducted me and kept me as one of his enslaved concubines for two years, has tracked me down. He and his cronies are out to exact revenge, furious that the goddess Morgana saved me. Yutani, Talia, Wendy, and Wager are doing everything they can to help keep me safe, but sooner or later I'm going to have to face my worst nightmare, and either destroy him, or be destroyed.

Excerpt:

Chapter 1

I slapped the report down on Yutani’s desk. “Here it is, signed, sealed, and delivered. Chambo won’t be cozying up to any more lonely, gullible women. Apparently Saílle values her status in the community more than she values the freedom of one perv. He’s preyed on his last mark.”

Yutani stared at the file. “How long’s the sentence?”

“I don’t know, but the way Saílle’s rep was talking, I doubt if he’ll be out in time to see the turn of the next century.” I dropped into the chair next to his desk and stretched my legs out, crossing them at the ankles. I had on a new pair of stiletto ankle boots—purple leather, studded with silver spikes. “I find it interesting that he knew we were onto him and yet, he didn’t run.”

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Yutani pulled his long brown hair out of his ponytail and shook it loose, letting the silky mane fall down his back. Darkly charismatic, he was the son of the Great Coyote, and it showed more and more as the weeks went on.

“Maybe he has more of a conscience than he wanted to admit and sabotaged himself in order to get caught. Either that or he was too cocky. Arrogance creates overconfidence, and that leads to mistakes. I’m betting on the latter because of how many women he worked his way through.” He glanced at me. “Another case down.”

“And the first one in the new office!” I said, unaccountably happy now that we had moved into the new building. Yutani’s office was spacious, with plenty of natural light. As were all of our offices. Herne hadn’t stinted when it came to making our new digs comfortable. “Okay, are we done for the day?”

Yutani shrugged. “I suppose we can knock off early. What have you got planned for tonight?”

“Girls’ night with Raven.” I jumped up. “We’re going to hang out at the Burlesque A Go-Go and bother Vixen.” Ever since I’d met Raven, she and I had hit it off. I’d never had a best friend before, not even during the years before Kilnakarn captured me, but Raven…she and I clicked.

“So that’s why Kipa asked if I wanted to come over to their house and watch a movie.”

Yutani stood and stretched. I eyed him hungrily. He was muscled, yet lean—lanky in the way all coyote shifters were. But he smoldered. Beneath that smoking-hot body and face, his personality was equally intense. Yutani was more than most people could handle, but I gravitated toward him like the proverbial moth to the flame.

Over the past two months since I’d first joined the Wild Hunt Agency, we’d become more than roommates. We quickly became friends, and he had offered to feed me when my chi was low. He could handle the drain, given he was a demigod. It had taken all we had to keep that arrangement from sliding into a romantic one. Both of us were aware that we would probably self-combust if we went in that direction. But it was getting harder to ignore the attraction between us.

“Yeah. He won’t admit it, but Raven’s got that man by the balls. And he loves it.” I grinned, arching my back. “All right, I’ll be in late.”

“When you move out, I’m going to miss you, you know.” Yutani frowned. “I know you need to find a house of your own, but…”

“I know,” I said. “I’ll miss you, too. But we’re too much alike, and you know it. We’d be at each other’s throats eventually. There’s not much room here, for one thing. And…” I decided to finally name the elephant in the room. “You need a woman who can kneel, and I need a partner who wants me to stand tall.” I grinned. “I’m down for kink but…”

“But you were forced to grovel. It wasn’t a choice. I get it. I do, but I’m still going to miss you.” He smiled, a certain hesitation behind it. “No worries. I can still feed you chi whenever you need.”

I walked around the desk and, after glancing at the door to make sure it was closed, I leaned in, drawing my nose along his chest. “You smell damned good, though. I am a little hungry…”

“Top off for the evening?” He pulled me close and fastened his lips on mine.

Flames burning from my head to my pussy, I began to devour his energy, drawing it deep within my lungs. Gasping, buoyed by the sudden rush of life force, I swallowed it as it spread through my body. Wanting to continue but not wanting to be greedy, I forced myself to break away.

“Thank you. I mean it—your chi intoxicates me.” I could sense his own hunger, and that urge—his desire to ravish and plunder—set me on edge. But Yutani kept it in check. And until he found a new partner, I decided to help him by easing his need. I dropped to my knees and unzipped his pants, bringing out his cock. He was hard, pulsing with desire, as I took him in my mouth. I sucked hard, tightening my lips around him as I formed a firm suction. His cock pulsed in my mouth and he moaned as he braced his hands on my shoulders.

I wrapped my hand around his trunk, clenching tightly as I relentlessly worked him. I knew exactly how to bring a man to pleasure, and since we were in a hurry, I drove forward at a nonstop pace. Within moments, he stiffened, coming hard. I swallowed, as yet another rush of chi washed through me.

Empowered, I rocked back on my heels, feeling even stronger. He handed me a tissue and I wiped my mouth as he wiped himself off with another. Then he zipped as I stood.

“That was…” He stopped, holding me with his words and his gaze.

“Yeah, it was,” I said. I swung my purse over my shoulder and, with yet another wink, headed toward the door. “See you later, my dude.”

“Lyrical?”

I stopped, glancing over my shoulder. “Yeah?”

“Have a good time.” His eyes twinkled.

“Oh, I plan to, don’t worry about that.” And with that, I headed out for the night.

***

So, I’m Lyrical, and I’m one of the Leannan Sidhe—basically a faerie vampire. Unlike vampires who only drink blood, or succubi who only feed on chi, I feed on both. I prefer chi—drinking blood gives me the creeps. But either will suit when I need to satisfy my hunger. And like succubi, I also feed off the sexual energy of others.

I’m a princess without a kingdom, cast out by my family after a Kelpie prince captured me and kept me as his sex slave for two years.

I learned all too much about humiliation during that time. I did what I needed to in order to survive. And that was a problem for my parents. My great-great-grandmother is the Queen of the Limerick Leannan Sidhe, and my grandmother and mother are in line for the throne, as am I. My great-grandmother’s dead. We’re part of the Light Fae. But since my captor Kilnakarn is one of the Dark Fae, my family would rather I had died than lived to escape. From the moment Morgana, a goddess of Fae, saved me, I became pariah—outcast.

Morgana took me home, where my mother turned her back on me. So the goddess brought me here to Seattle and—after a rocky few weeks—she set me up at the Wild Hunt and introduced me to her daughter-in-law, Ember, yet another goddess of the Fae. I’m now nominally pledged to Ember, but it’s not formal yet.

So, I’m a princess without a kingdom, but at least here I can be my funky-assed self, and Yutani, son of the Great Coyote, feeds my hunger, allowing me to avoid preying on others.

Oh, the desire for the hunt is always there, but now I limit it to sex instead of draining others. I manage just fine most of the time, but deep in my heart, I know that one day I’ll have to face the torture Kilnakarn put me through.

I looked as forward to that as much as I would toward bathing in a river full of piranha. I’m plagued with nightmares, and some things—like Jason Momoa’s role as Aquaman—trigger me to the point of paralysis, but hey, we all have issues. It’s part of life. And I’ll deal with my memories when I can face them. Until then, I do my job and focus on my freedom. Because you never know what it’s like to lose it until it’s gone.

***

I was going to stop at home to change into my clubbing clothes before heading to Raven’s. It still was so surreal. Four months ago I had been chained, naked, to Kilnakarn’s bed in Ireland, wishing I was dead. Now, I was free. I lived near Seattle and owned a car and I had an exciting job that was on the dangerous side. I actually had friends who supported me. Given everything I’d come through, I gave thanks every morning I woke up.

I tossed my jacket in the passenger seat, then adjusted the mirror and eased out of the parking garage below the building, heading for the I-520 bridge. Seattle was getting back to normal after the dragons had bombed the hell out of it. Everywhere, signs of the damage remained, but a new renaissance was emerging from the rubble. New buildings were going up right and left, funded with the gold seized from several dragon lairs, and a tangible feeling of relief ran through the city.

I’d heard rumors that the vampires were returning to the catacombs—the underground part of Seattle they inhabited. When the dragons had been in control, they had gone into hiding, given the possibility that shadow dragons could exert control over them. It wasn’t a far-fetched fear. Shadow dragons could control the dead.

And the dragons? Now stripped of their immortality, they were no longer lording it over humans and Otherkin. In fact, the ones who had been friendly to us had retreated to leave us in peace. Those who had intended on using mortals as a private cattle ranch were still a threat, but if they were still around, they had gone undercover, given they could be shot on sight if spotted in the bigger cities.

I swung onto the bridge, grateful that work had let out early. It meant that I didn’t have to fight traffic. Luckily, the bridge had escaped damage when the dragons had risen to battle each other. At almost a mile and a half long, it was the longest, widest floating pontoon bridge in the world. It was relatively new, built less than a decade before to replace the older one that had been a disaster waiting to happen.

The waves on Lake Washington churned in the wind. I held the steering wheel steady as they crashed up and over the bridge, sending spray across the cars heading over to the Eastside. While Gaia had stripped the dragons of their immortality, she had also thrown a fit about the state of the planet and had tweaked the weather, trying to bring the warming of the Earth to a screeching halt. No one was sure what the changes would bring, but storms had already grown stronger and more frequent everywhere.

I swung a left after turning off the bridge, heading onto I-405 heading north to Kirkland. Raven lived near there, in the UnderLake district. One of the most haunted areas in the region, it was filled with ghosts of the past, but it also happened to be where Yutani lived and, by default, me.

When I got home, I stopped at the aquarium in which Dodo lived—Yutani’s iguana. She was a pretty thing. I tapped on the glass to say hello, then headed for my room. It wasn’t my décor at all, but he had outfitted it for his aunt Celia who came to visit a couple times a year, and since I was planning on getting my own place, I didn’t want to change it out to match my tastes. It was colorful, in shades of pink and dusty rose, and not at all what I’d pick.

I stripped off my jeans and tossed them in the hamper, then my tank top. For clubbing, my preferred costume was a pair of leather pants. I slid into them, zipping them up. Next came a pair of black platform boots.

“Boots first, then corset,” I said out loud, laughing. The opposite presented difficulties.

After my boots were on, I chose one of my leather corsets—a snug overbust black affair with steel blue skulls on it and matching lace around the bodice. The back was already laced. Since it zipped in front, I could slip right into it. The acrylic bones made it good for dancing, and with four rows of scalloped chains on each side and plenty of grommets, it made me feel both tough and sexy.

My makeup was still good, but I decided to emphasize the eyeliner and add a deep blackberry lip lacquer. I shook my hair out of the ponytail I’d started wearing to work. The long strands were a deep brown with a red tint, but I’d had sections lightened and streaked with a deep magenta. My hair fell down to mid-back, wild and wavy.

I fastened a silver belt around my waist—over the corset—and then pulled on lace elbow-length fingerless gloves. Finally, making sure my tarot-card necklace that Ember had given me was firmly around my neck, I added massive hoop earrings, and a four-fingered ring that made it look like I was wearing jeweled brass knuckles.

“I think I’m ready,” I said, standing back. “Yeah, I’m good.”

I looked hot and I knew it. The Leannan Sidhe were known for glamour and charisma, and I reveled in that power. Like any other trait—intelligence, kindness, strength—it could be used or abused. Whether it was used for good or ill was up to the owner.

Ready, I stopped in the kitchen to slap together a roast beef sandwich. I was hungry and though the club offered food, it usually took at least an hour to get your order, given how popular the Burlesque A Go-Go was.

Thus fortifying myself, I grabbed my keys and dashed back out to my car. As I backed out of the driveway, I flipped on my MP3 player and brought up my Let’s-Go playlist, and headed down the road to the throbbing strains of the Kills.

***

Raven was waiting for me. As I pulled into her driveway, she came dashing out to the car. I blinked. Instead of the emo-looking goth Lolita look that was her usual, Raven was wearing a platinum blond wig, a tight pink sequined dress that hugged every voluptuous curve she had, and a pair of spiked sandals.

“So, do blondes really have more fun?” I asked, laughing as she climbed into the passenger seat. “What’s with the dye job?” Raven had dark black hair with purple streaks—her natural color—and she usually wore emo Lolita skirts and corsets, along with platform boots.

“Oh shuddup,” she said, laughing. Raven was one of the Ante-Fae, a bone witch, and she was even more impetuous than I was. Together we made a dangerous pair.

“It’s a bad wig. I can’t be seen in Vixen’s club,” she explained. “The queen of the Ante-Fae has declared me persona non grata and Vixen was put on notice that I’d better not show up at their club. Even now, after returning from Wildemoone with Trinity and Apollo, Vixen still has to be cautious. Luckily, they love me as much as I love them. So when I go to the Burlesque A Go-Go, I wear a disguise.”

“Granted, you don’t look anything like yourself, but does that fool anybody who might be checking up on you?”

She shrugged, noncommittally.

I swung to the southeast, heading onto I-405 till we hit the turnoff to the club. As we eased into the parking lot, looking for an open spot among the dozens of cars that were already there, I noticed one car in particular. It looked like one of the old-fashioned sparkling blue Cadillacs with fins and torpedo-shaped tail lights. Even though I knew it was a replica, I still caught my breath every time I saw it. The ride was gorgeous.

“Rake’s here!” I clapped my hands.

“You two have been seeing a lot of each other,” Raven said.

“Yeah, but we’re not exclusive. For one thing, it would be hard for me to focus on one person. My hunger’s too deep and I’d break hearts if anybody got too attached to me,” I said. “And Rake’s not the domestic type. In my culture, in my kingdom—what was my kingdom—the men work to make the lives of the women better. Rake’s not a beta type.”

“And you want a beta type?” Raven asked.

I shook my head as I stepped out of the car. “No. But I don’t think I’d work well with an alpha, either. I think, after spending two years locked away, I want to breathe for a while. I don’t like being tied to one person. It makes you vulnerable.”

“Yeah, it does,” she said, following me toward the door. “I was terrified when I realized I was falling for Kipa. But…I couldn’t help myself. He’s gorgeous, and he’s a bad boy gone…kind of good. He had quite a reputation until he and I got together. In fact, he and Herne were almost at each other’s throats.”

“Oh?” That intrigued me. We stopped by the bouncer, who recognized both of us and motioned for us to go on in.

As unimposing as the club was on the outside, the inside of Burlesque A Go-Go was lush and opulent. The walls were covered with floor-to-ceiling velvet red curtains, and the dance floor was big enough for at least fifty to sixty dancers, with a raised stage in the center. The lighting shimmered like a modernized disco ball, in shades of purple, red, and gold. Tables lined the edge of the dance floor, with a massive bar at the entrance end of the bar, and behind the bar was the entrance to the kitchen.

A hostess led us to one of the tables near the bar, where Vixen was sitting. Vixen was a gender-fluid snake shifter who could literally change gender depending on their mood. They were a dangerous enemy to have, and an equally helpful friend. Raven and Vixen were tight, even though the decree banning Raven from most of the Ante-Fae establishments was still in effect. We settled down at Vixen’s table, the music practically vibrating through the floor.

I winked at Vixen. “How goes it?”

“It goes, it goes. So, how goes it for my friend Lyrical and her little Lolita friend?” Vixen winked at Raven.

“As you said, it goes,” I said, leaning back in the chair. “We wrapped up a case today, and that’s a good thing.”

“You’re in the new building, right?” Raven asked. She didn’t chance mentioning Kipa’s name here, since he was associated with her.

I studied the drink menu. “Yeah, we are. It’s nice. I gather the old building didn’t have a parking garage of its own, and was four stories high with other businesses sharing the space. This one’s two stories and all ours, and has a parking garage built beneath it. Talia said it’s super helpful, given no more running through the rain to get to and from work.”

“Didn’t the original building include an urgent care clinic?” Vixen motioned for the waitress. “What do you want to drink?”

“I’ll try a Reptilian Firestarter,” I said.

“I’ll take a Skeleton Key,” Raven said.

When we’d placed our order, along with an order for a big plate of fries, I turned back to Vixen. “Yeah, there was an urgent care clinic, but after the dragons destroyed the building, they moved elsewhere. There was also a daycare, I think…and something else but I don’t know what. They all moved to other buildings. Now the building belongs to the Wild Hunt, and it’s twice as much space as they had before. Everybody has an office, we have an armory, and a couple conference rooms.” I stopped, looking around. “So, is Rake here? I saw his car outside.”

Vixen grinned. “Not bad, took you ten minutes before asking about him. Yes, he’s here and he’ll be out soon. He’s in the back, moving around some boxes for the cook.” They were dressed ambiguously tonight, in a black satin pair of harem pants, with a colorful diamond-patterned patchwork silk bed jacket over the top. Vixen’s hair was sleeked back—they’d recently had it cut into a 1920s flapper-style cut, and around their neck they wore at least a dozen thin bead necklaces. All in all, Vixen was a flamboyant, eccentric figure.

Raven glanced at Vixen. “I still feel like a rat for coming here—”

“Oh, piddle. The queen has other things on her mind beyond what you’re up to. I haven’t seen one of her officers in here in months, and believe me, darling, I can smell them a mile away. I appreciate the disguise, but seriously, I think everybody’s over her old-school ways. The Exosan are numerous, and we aren’t going to put up with this bullshit much longer. Besides which, I’ve heard that she’s retreating to her home in a different dimension. I think she’s about ready to let it go.”

I blinked. Back home, that statement would have ended up with Vixen’s head on the chopping block, if they had been a member of our community. My great-great-grandmother was grim, and as hard as ice, and my grandmother and mother took after her.

As Vixen and Raven chatted, I looked around the club. There was something in the air tonight that made me uneasy. I couldn’t see anybody or anything that should have set off my alarms, but the fact was, they were ringing. I had learned the hard way to pay attention when they went off.

“I’ll be back in a moment.” I stood and began threading my way through the crowd, trying to follow the trail, but there were too many people to differentiate between emotions.

The Leannan Sidhe were good with precognition, and we were skilled at sensing emotions—most likely the result of being Water Fae, but too many people cluttered the energy here. Finally, still slightly unnerved, I gave up and went to the bathroom.

There, I stared hard in the mirror. The woman staring back made me smile. I was harder than before, capable of taking care of myself. I could put up a good fight, although I wasn’t an expert at any one discipline. But most of all, I had survived an ordeal that I thought, at first, was going to break me.

I locked myself in a stall and peed, then washed my hands, touched up my makeup, and—my spidey senses still tingling—I headed back to the dance floor.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often write to music, and Shattered Spells was no exception. Here’s the playlist I used for this book.

  • J. Roach: Devil May Dance
  • Air: Napalm Love; Playground Love
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know; Eight Easy Steps; Uninvited
  • Alice in Chains: Man in the Box; Sunshine
  • Android Lust: Here and Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Annelise Collette: Drifting Away; Left in the Dark; Out of This World
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere to Go
  • Audrey Ryan: Arm Yourself; So Afraid
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding; Rebel Yell
  • The Black Angels: Don’t Play with Guns; Always Maybe
  • Black Mountain: Queens Will Play
  • Boom! Bap! Pow!: Suit
  • The Bravery: Believe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Celtic Woman: Newgrange
  • Cobra Verde: Play with Fire
  • Creedence Clearwater Revival: Green River; Fortunate Son; Run Through the Jungle; Born on the Bayou
  • Cypress Hill: Insane in the Brain
  • David Bowie: Fame; Golden Years; I’m Afraid of Americans
  • Death Cab For Cutie: I Will Possess Your Heart
  • Devon Cole: Hey Cowboy; W.I.T.C.H.
  • Dizzi: Dizzi Jig; Dance of the Unicorns
  • Don Henley: Dirty Laundry; Sunset Grill; The Garden of Allah; Everybody Knows
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being (Original Edit)
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Elektrisk Gonner: Uknowhatiwant
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Finger Eleven: Paralyzer
  • Fleetwood Mac: Gold Dust Woman; The Chain; Tusk
  • Fluke: Absurd
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Garbage: Queer; Only Happy When It Rains; #1 Crush; Push It
  • Gary Numan: I Assassin; The Gift; Saints and Liars: My Shadow in Vain; Soul Protection; My World Storm; Outland; Icehouse; Down in the Park; My Breathing; The Sleeproom
  • Gorillaz: Kids with Guns; Every Planet We Reach Is Dead; Dare; Demon Days; Hongkongaton; Rockit; Clint Eastwood; Stylo; Tranz
  • Guess Who: No Sugar Tonight/New Mother Nature
  • Halsey: Castle; Colors; Haunting
  • Hanni El Khatib: Come Alive
  • Harvey Danger: Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
  • House of Pain: Jump Around
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • In Strict Confidence: Silver Bullets; Snow White; Tiefer
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down the Road
  • Julian Cope: Charlotte Anne
  • Just Kait: Goodbye Go Go; Crash and Burn; Gonna Rock
  • Justin Timberlake: SexyBack
  • The Kills: No Wow; Sour Cherry; Nail in My Coffin
  • Lady Gaga: 911; Paparazzi; Poker Face; The Fame; I Like It Rough; Teeth
  • Larry Tee & Princess Superstar: Licky
  • Lord of the Lost: Sex on Legs
  • Lorde: Yellow Flicker Beat; Royals
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half Light
  • Mai Lan: Pumper
  • Marilyn Manson: Personal Jesus; Tainted Love
  • Masked Wolf: Astronaut in the Ocean
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • MIA: Bad Girls
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nine Inch Nails: Closer; Sin
  • Nirvana: Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are; Lake of Fire; Lithium; You Know You’re Right
  • The Offspring: The Kids Aren’t Alright; Come Out and Play; Self Esteem
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man
  • Orgy: Social Enemies; Blue Monday
  • Pati Yang: All That Is Thirst
  • People in Planes: Vampire
  • The Pierces: Secret
  • The Police: Roxanne; Don’t Stand So Close; King of Pain
  • Puddle of Mudd: Psycho
  • The Pussycat Dolls: Buttons; When I Grow Up; Don’t Cha
  • Rob Zombie: Living Dead Girl; Never Gonna Stop
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Seth Glier: The Next Right Thing
  • Simple Minds: Don’t You
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way in Pain; Down; Down and Out Downtown; Los Ageless; Sugarboy
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s in a Pool
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Toadies: Possum Kingdom
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Tori Amos: Blood Roses; Professional Widow; Caught a Lite Sneeze; Muhammad My Friend
  • Transplants: Diamonds and Guns
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • Valen: Cold Blood
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Yoko Kanno: Lithium Flower
  • Zayde Wolf: Gladiator; Strike A Match
  • Zero Seven: In the Waiting Line

Strange events--stranger than usual--begin to happen around town, odd accidents and frightening encounters. The chief of police comes to Conjure Ink to ask us to investigate. As we delve deeper into what's going on, we find evidence that Moonshadow Bay is being visited by the infamous Mothman. And worse than that, he seems to have targeted my best friend Ari. Can we stop him before something terrible happens, and before Ari ends up dead?

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Paranormal, Witches, Faerie, Fae, Fairy, Weres, Shapeshifters, Romance, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, Badass heroine, kickass women, action and adventure, Ghost hunting, cats, ghosts, urban legends, shadow people, Shadow towns, wolf shifters, cat shifters, elemental magic, shapeshifter romance, mystery, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, Pacific North West, woods, fae creatures, divorce, life change, new life, hometown, hauntings, dark creatures, amazing friendships, family secrets, spells, challenging foes, magical creatures, mythology.

Excerpt:

Chapter 1

I stared at the platter of hamburger patties and hotdogs. It was overflowing, but I wasn’t convinced we had enough. “Somebody needs to make a store run for more meat,” I said, covering it with plastic wrap to keep away the insects. “And while you’re there, pick up more whipped cream for the strawberry shortcake!”

“I’ll go,” Meagan said. She held out her hand. “Collection time.”

Killian handed her a ten-dollar bill, Rowan brought out a ten, Teran anted up a five, and Nerium, another member of the Crystal Cauldron, handed over fifteen.

“Get two more bottles of mead while you’re at it,” she said, winking.

Meagan folded the money and stuck it in the pocket of her jeans. “Will do! I’ll be back in a bit. Meanwhile, save a couple of those dogs for me!”

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As she headed for the front door, Killian picked up the platter of meat. The rest of us gathered up the rest of the food and party supplies and followed him onto my back porch. It was big enough to hold everybody from the Crystal Cauldron coven along with a number of our other friends. Two grills were set up on the lawn, one of them already covered with ribs. Killian carried the platter of meat down to the table beside the grills. Andrew, my aunt Teran’s beau, took over cooking the hamburgers and hot dogs while Killian went back to minding the ribs.

The rest of us arranged the food and supplies on the folding tables that we had set up on the enclosed porch. My aunt took the package of cookies from me and then shooed me away.

“Go rest, January. You’ve already done enough. Let us take care of this.” She leaned in to kiss my forehead.

“Are you sure?” I asked.

“Yes, I’m sure. Go stroll around the yard or talk to Ari. You both complain about never getting enough time to hang out anymore.” Teran turned back to the table and motioned for Ari to join me.

As Ari and I descended the steps to the backyard, I inhaled a deep breath of warm air. We were having our annual May heat wave that usually lasted about a week. Then it was back to rain and cool weather until summer truly hit. The real heat came in late July and August. Western Washington had its own brand of weather, and for the most part, we were a lovely, temperate spot among the encroaching climate change that was working its way through the world. Oh, we were being hit too, but not nearly as bad as some areas.

“I’m glad to see the sun for a change,” Ari said. She’d been my best friend since childhood. We grew up together. Then, when I got married, we almost lost touch thanks to my asshole ex, but now I was divorced, back in Moonshadow Bay, and we were best buds again. “It feels like it’s been a long, harsh winter.”

“That’s because it has,” I said. “I’m so tired of dealing with ghosts. At least I have Bigfoot to look forward to.”

Tad Gelphart, the twenty-something owner of Conjure Ink, the paranormal investigations organization and website that I worked for, had approved our plans to go camping on the slopes of Mount Baker in July. We were on a mission to find Bigfoot. I was looking forward to it, in a perverse sort of way. Even sasquatch would be a welcome relief from the hauntings that I had dealt with over the past few months. Angry ghosts could be such a bitch.

Ari and I wandered over to the edge of the Mystic Wood. A magical forest that surrounded most of Moonshadow Bay, which was ten miles south of Bellingham, WA, the woodland was filled with various denizens who were far from human. The forest was a glittering and deadly copse, and few people entered it willingly. But Ari and I had played in it since childhood, and the Mystic Wood was rooted as deep in my heart as much as every other part of Moonshadow Bay. This town was part of my blood. Literally, since my great-grandmother and great-grandfather had founded it in 1905.

We sat on the bench I’d placed at the border of the forest. From here, we could see the activity on the porch, but we were far enough away to speak privately.

I closed my eyes, feeling the sun beat down on me. After a moment, I shook my head and looked up into the sky, shading my eyes with my hand. “I think the ritual went well.”

The Crystal Cauldron coven, run by my grandmother—Rowan Firesong—had celebrated Beltane a day late. Yesterday, the first of May, rain had pelted the ground so hard that it stung when it hit flesh. Nobody wanted to hold a ritual in the mud. Instead, we’d decided to gather today. The coven held its private celebration and ritual, then we invited our loved ones and friends to the cookout.

“How does Meagan like her new job?” I asked.

Ari’s wife had taken a new job as the dean of women’s sports at Bellingham Technical Community College. She had grown tired of dealing with high school students, so now she was in a whole new level of hell as far as I was concerned.

“She likes it,” Ari said, hesitating.

“Except…?” I knew that pause—something was going on.

Ari sighed. “The job’s fine, actually. We’ve just…been bickering lately. We’re trying to make a decision and we haven’t managed to come to a mutual conclusion.”

I knew how much the two loved each other, but they were definitely cut from two different molds. Ari was impetuous and wanted to dive into things. Meagan was more cautious, and she thought things out—sometimes overly much.

“What’s the problem?” I asked.

Ari let out a sigh. “Meagan wants to have a baby. As in…soon. I’m not ready.”

I blinked. I would have thought the situation would have been the other way around, but apparently not. “Have you discussed who would carry the baby? Who’s going to be the sperm donor? Can you even afford to have one now?”

“All good questions and no clear answer. Meagan’s biological clock is running wild. We both have time, given I’m Witchblood and she’s a shifter, but I guess turning forty-three freaked her out.”

Meagan had been in our class at school, though she’d been a year older than most of us. She’d also been one of the mean girls—the stereotypical cheerleader, in love with Jim Franks, the football captain. They married, but it didn’t work out. A few years ago, Meagan announced she was gay, ended the marriage, and had been unceremoniously ousted from her pack.

Bear shifters tended to be on the conservative side of things, and her mother couldn’t accept that she’d left a wealthy husband for a not-so-wealthy woman. I had my suspicions it was the social decline that bothered Mrs. Lopez more than the gay aspect. Either way, Meagan’s mother had tried to ruin Ari’s business, but hadn’t succeeded.

“Why? I mean, shifters are fertile well into their early hundreds. Witchblood are also fertile for a long time. Look at how old Rowan was when she had my father. She was seventy-one! You two have plenty of time.” I didn’t understand the desire to have children, but I encouraged it when my friends went baby-crazy, because supporting friends was what you did.

“I know,” Ari said. “Usually, I’m the one who leaps before I look, but this time it’s Meagan. She keeps insisting that we’re capable of taking on a baby now, with everything else. But we just got married. My business is booming. I don’t have time to watch a child. And she just started the new job. Good gods, January, there’s no way we could handle a kid.”

“Well, at least you won’t get pregnant accidentally, given…” I stopped, wondering if I had taken the conversation a step too far, but Ari snorted.

“Thank heavens for small favors.” She let out a long sigh. “I have to shake her out of this baby-mania phase. I do want children, but not right now, and not while we’re in the middle of so many changes.” She glanced back at Killian and Andrew. “They seem to be having fun. Your aunt’s kept this one around for a while.”

“Yeah,” I said, nodding.

Aunt Teran was a serial dater. She never let relationships get too settled. She dated widely—men of any age over forty was fair game if he met her standards. She was sixty-eight. Teran never allowed herself to grow too fond of any guy in particular. But Andrew had been around longer than usual and I wondered if there was something about the geeky professor that had allowed himself to worm his way into her heart. But before I could say anything, the men yelled for us to come eat, so we gathered up our things and headed for the porch.

I paused, sensing someone watching me. Turning, I caught sight of Rebecca, the imp who lived in the Mystic Wood behind my house. Imps were minor demons, and when I was a child, Rebecca had almost killed me. Now, she couldn’t do much to me and we had become unintended allies. She had the appearance of a golden-haired five-year-old girl, but there was a lot of power lurking behind those twinkling eyes.

I walked over toward her. She had come out close to the lawn, and she looked like she was waiting for me. “Hey Rebecca, what’s up? I gather you smelled the ribs? I think we have extra if you want some.”

Rebecca loved Killian’s barbecued ribs, and I kept thinking if we fed her now and then, it would keep her from looking for other victims.

“I like ribs,” she said, which was her way of asking for some. She glanced over at the party and for a moment, I thought I detected a wistful look in her eyes, but that passed as she turned back to me. “Be careful, January. Something’s in town and it’s dangerous.”

“Like the archer we had to deal with?” I asked. My grandmother Rowan had taken care of the last nasty visitor we’d had.

“Worse. Much worse,” Rebecca said, shaking her curls. “Nobody knows what it is—though some of the Woodlings whisper that they’ve seen it before in years gone by. I feel it in my bones—this is an ancient and deadly entity, and it brings with it ill tidings.”

Her words shot a chill through my bones. Rebecca wasn’t given to hyperbole, and she wouldn’t be out to frighten me for no reason.

“I don’t suppose the Woodlings would talk to me about it?”

I had met them before, but they were a capricious group. Woodland spirits, their bodies were shaped like trees. They lived both in the Mystic Wood, yet also in another dimension. There were portals they had erected through the forest, but they were ever changing and difficult to find.

“I can ask, but I don’t know that I’ll get an answer.” Rebecca paused, then said, “The Mystic Wood doesn’t want this creature here. I can feel the resistance. Whatever it is, it doesn’t belong here, like you and I belong to the forest.”

That was the first time Rebecca had included me in belonging to the Mystic Wood. I felt oddly honored, as though she had finally accepted my presence.

I gave her a soft nod. “I’ll keep my eyes open and tell my team about it. We’ll be on the lookout.” Pausing, I waited a beat and then asked, “Is it dangerous?”

“It’s more deadly than most of the ghosties that you hunt,” Rebecca said. She leaned forward. “Don’t go out alone in the dark, January. It feeds in the dark, and it mesmerizes. I can feel the pull from miles away. It ripples through the wind.”

I had to force myself to breathe. The air around me suddenly felt claustrophobic and I shuddered, biting my lip as I tried to return my focus to the present. A moment later and the wave had passed by, but somehow, I felt seen—exposed.

“I’ll bring you some ribs,” I said. It was my way of thanking her.

“A dogger too?” Rebecca never said “hotdogs” or “wieners.” Instead, she called them “doggers.”

“Several, if you like.”

“And a piece of your soft bread?”

“Several pieces.” I turned back toward my house.

The bright sun of the day seemed incongruent with my mood and I couldn’t help but think about what she had told me. Something was out there waiting, but I could feel it now, hiding and lurking until it was ready to…to…

Losing my train of thought, I returned to the grill to fix her a plate. As I carried it back to the edge of the forest, I could feel the storm riding in from a hundred miles away. And whatever was leading it into Moonshadow Bay was armed and ready for battle.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often listen to music when I write, and CRYSTAL WEB is no exception. Here’s the playlist for the book:

  • Adele: Rumour Has It
  • After the Fire: Der Kommissar
  • Air: Moon Fever
  • Airstream: Electra
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know; Uninvited
  • Android Lust: Here & Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere To Go
  • The Asteroids Galaxy Tour: The Sun Ain’t Shining No More; Sunshine Coolin’; Major; Heart Attack
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Beck: Qué Onda Guero; Farewell Ride; Emergency Exit; Think I’m in Love; Cellphone’s Dead; Broken Train; Where It’s At
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding
  • Black Pumas: Sweet Conversations
  • Bobbie Gentry: Ode To Billie Joe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Crazy Town: Butterfly
  • The Cult: Fire Woman; Rain; Wild Flower; Go West
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; Rebel Rebel; Fame; Without You; China Girl
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Eurythmics: Sweet Dreams
  • Fats Domino: I Want to Walk You Home
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fleetwood Mac: The Chain; Gold Dust Woman
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Gary Numan: War Songs; I, Assassin; My Shadow In Vain
  • Gordon Lightfoot: Sundown
  • Gorillaz: Dare; Demon Days; Hongkongaton; Rockit
  • The Gospel Whiskey Runners: Muddy Waters
  • Gotye: Somebody That I Used to Know
  • Harvey Danger: Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
  • Heart: Magic Man; White Lightning & Wine
  • The Hollies: Long Cool Woman
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • Jay Price: The Devil’s Bride; Dark-Hearted Man; Coming For You Baby
  • Jeannie C. Riley: Harper Valley PTA
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down The Road
  • Johnny Otis: Willy & The Hand Jive
  • Justin Timberlake: SexyBack
  • Kevin Morby: Beautiful Strangers
  • Kirsty MacColl: In These Shoes?
  • Ladytron: Paco!; I’m Not Scared
  • Led Zeppelin: When the Levee Breaks; Kashmir
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light; Witches
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying; Always Numb; Time Lapse; On Reflection; Broken Colours; Weightless
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Men Without Hats: The Safety Dance
  • Nancy Sinatra: These Boots Are Made For Walking
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nirvana: Lithium; Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are
  • Ohio Players: Fire
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man
  • Outasight: Fire It Up; The Boogie; The Bounce
  • Puddle of Mudd: Psycho
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get it On
  • The Rolling Stones: Gimme Shelter; 19th Nervous Breakdown; Mother’s Little Helper; Lady Jane; 2000 Light Years from Home; Jumpin’ Jack Flash; Sympathy for the Devil; Miss You; Shattered
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Francaise; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Sam the Sham & The Pharaohs: Li’l Red Riding Hood
  • Sarah Hester Ross: Savage Daughter
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Shriekback: Underwater Boys; And The Rain; The King In The Tree; The Shining Path; Intoxication; Over the Wire; New Man; Go Bang; Big Fun; Dust and a Shadow; Agony Box; Now These Days Are Gone
  • Simple Minds: Don’t You (Forget About Me)
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way In Pain; Down And Out Downtown; Los Ageless
  • Talking Heads: Life During Wartime; Take Me To The River; Burning Down the House; Swamp; Psycho Killer
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s In A Pool
  • The Temptations: Papa Was a Rolling Stone
  • Thomas Dolby: She Blinded Me With Science
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line

Just when Killian and I are planning our vacation, Cupid strikes Moonshadow Bay. But it's not exactly love at first sight for the victims, and we at Conjure Ink have our hands full. Someone’s attacking townsfolk, shooting them with arrows that are enchanted by a love potion. Not only are the victims hurt, but they fall into obsessive love—a love that can be dangerous.

And in the middle of this, a restaurant that used to be a funeral home is having ghostly encounters of the harrowing kind. I just hope we can take care of all of this before Killian and I head off on vacation to celebrate Valentine’s Day.

*This book contains the novella that was found in the Aged To Perfection anthology. The anthology is no longer available.*

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Paranormal, Witches, Faerie, Fae, Fairy, Weres, Shapeshifters, Romance, Paranormal Women’s Fiction, Badass heroine, kickass women, action and adventure, Ghost hunting, cats, ghosts, urban legends, shadow people, Shadow towns, wolf shifters, cat shifters, elemental magic, shapeshifter romance, mystery, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, Pacific North West, woods, fae creatures, divorce, life change, new life, hometown, hauntings, dark creatures, amazing friendships, family secrets, spells, challenging foes, magical creatures, mythology.

Excerpt:

Chapter 1

When I arrived home from work, Killian was in the kitchen, making lasagna for dinner. He was wearing my apron—a retro design of bright cherries on black material—and he was dancing in place to the song “Joy to the World,” a real throwback to the 1970s. I hadn’t heard Three Dog Night since I was a teenager and my parents played their albums. That was back when music still came mostly on vinyl and my father scolded me about not putting the records away in the right sleeves, and heaven help me if I scratched his records.

“Well, if this isn’t a pleasant sight,” I said, grinning. As I sat my purse on the table, I noticed that printouts of some transaction were scattered there. “What’s this?”

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“Remember last September, when we were talking about going to Nimah Rock for Valentine’s Day?” He finished layering the last of the noodles over the meat sauce and ricotta, then sprinkled enough mozzarella and parmesan on top to make me salivate. He popped the pan in the oven and then began cleaning up.

I shrugged off my coat and moved to help him, handing him the dirty dishes as he rinsed them and put them in the dishwasher. “Yeah, and I still love the idea.”

He stopped mid-wash and leaned down to kiss me. “Good. Because I made a reservation at the Heart’s End B&B for four days over Valentine’s Day weekend.

“Really?” I clapped my hands. “You mean we’re really going to do it?”

“Yes, love. Do you want some wine?”

My heart warming, I nodded. Killian treated me like a queen and, after my past, I never took it for granted. “Rosé, please. And thank you—I love that you’re so romantic. I need that in my life.” I kissed him again, lingering this time, and then crossed to the table and sat down. At that moment Xi and Klaus raced through the kitchen, skidding to avoid the rolling container of dry kibble. Xi was chasing her brother. “They’ve got the zoomies.”

“They’ve had the zoomies all afternoon,” Killian said, wiping his hands on a paper towel. I had beautiful hand towels in the kitchen but they were for display, especially since I had read an article about how many germs collected on cloth towels. “What kind of salad do you want with the lasagna?”

“Whatever you like,” I said. “Something light, to go with the pasta.” I leaned back, basking in the warm glow of my kitchen. I must have let out a sigh, because Killian handed me the wine along with a freshly baked chocolate chip cookie.

“Rough day?”

I nodded. “We may have a new case, but I’m not sure if we’re the right ones to take it on. And then Asher Brant showed up at the office.” I wrinkled my nose. I really didn’t like the mayor of Moonshadow Bay. He was a sleaze, and as ineffectual as he was appealing. I’d met vapid men before, but Asher Brant was all sorts of himbo.

“What did he want?” Killian rolled his eyes as he sat across from me. Xi came racing back through the kitchen, this time chased by Klaus. She pounced up on the table, scattering the brochures as her tufty paws skidded across the table, then with a quick purp to indicate her displeasure, she bounced to the floor again, swerving into the living room with a swish of her long, fluffy, tortoiseshell tail.

“I’m not sure. I think he was there to see me, actually. He was mumbling something about the Witches Guild needing to turn in a plan to the town council for the Spring Equinox Festival on the Green, a large park near the center of town. Why the hell he didn’t talk to Marnie Brolen, I don’t know. She’s the leader of the Witches Guild. It’s not like I have much sway with them, given I’m a junior member.” I bit into the cookie, letting out a contented sigh. “When I asked him what he expected me to do about it, he said that since I was a member, I might as well do the legwork for him.”

Killian swirled his wine in his glass, his emerald eyes glowing. He was letting his hair grow out and it was down to his shoulder blades now, curling in loose waves. Tall and sturdy, he was muscled but not ripped, and one massive cuddle-bunny. He was also a wolf shifter who could tear a man’s throat out when he was in his wolf form, and protective of me and my friends.

“I think he just wanted to see you,” he said. “Did you remind him you’re with me?”

“I think you’re right, and I’m suspicious about his real motives. But he knows you and I are a solid item. Asher wouldn’t bother dropping in on Conjure Ink without an ulterior motive, and I just hope it’s something other than me.”

Truth was, though he had never given me reason to believe he was involved in any nefarious activities, Asher Brant was the sort of person I would never feel confident trusting. How he managed to snow enough people over to win the election was lost on me.

“Well, let it go for now. So, what’s the new case?” Killian glanced at the clock and stood, stretching. “I’m going to make the salad now.”

“Ghosts again. We got a call from the owner of the Starling Bistro today, asking if we can drop in and check the place out. Apparently they’ve had a few sightings of some sort of nasty spirit there, and other ghostly activity. We’re going over tomorrow to look around.”

I picked up the paper with our booking number on it. “Nimah Rock. It’s been a long time since I was there.”

“When was that?” Killian brought out my pink glass bowl. It had been a gift to my mother, though I couldn’t remember who had given it to her.

“I was about twelve. My parents took me along and we went berry picking at one of the berry farms. I know Tad will let me off that Friday and Monday. What about you?”

“I’ll just schedule all my patients on other days. I did miss going to work today, though.” He was dicing celery for the salad.

“Did the plumber fix the leak?”

Killian had gotten into the clinic the day before only to find a massive pool of water on his floor. He owned a veterinary business, where he specialized in cats. For a wolf shifter, he was oddly partial to felines but that made me happy since I adored cats.

“Yeah, they found it. The office has old pipes, and since I bought the space, it’s up to me to fix it. I’m going to have to have the plumbing all redone, and sooner rather than later, much to my wallet’s dismay. But at least we know what the current problem is, and Dan said it can be fixed by tomorrow.” He finished slicing cherry tomatoes and tossed the salad. “What else do you want in the salad besides tomatoes and lettuce?”

“How about cucumbers and carrots?”

“I think we can do that.”

I was about to set the table when he held up his hand. “You sit and relax. Let me take care of this.”

As I took my seat again, I pulled out my phone and called Marnie Brolen. Much to my dismay, she answered on the first ring.

“Hey, Marnie,” I said. “January here. I have a message from the mayor. He stopped into my work today to ask me what the guild is planning for the Spring Equinox Festival. I told him I’d pass it on to you, since you’re the leader of the Witches Guild.”

Marnie cleared her throat. She wasn’t fond of me, and she had her reasons, to be honest, but neither did she like it when people weren’t direct with her. “Asher Brant? What did he ask you for? He should have come to me.”

“I don’t know, and that’s what I told him, but the asshole just acted like—”

“Like he always does.” She sighed. “Honestly, we need a new mayor. I’m thinking of who I can encourage to run against him in the next election. All right, you’ve done your duty. I’ll see you two weeks from Saturday at the meeting. And since it will be your turn to bring snacks, can you please bring something edible? Last week the health food cookies that Fiona brought were as heavy as rocks and they tasted like straw.” Without waiting for an answer, she hung up.

I stared at my phone. “Okay, I guess that takes care of that.” I scribbled on my calendar that I needed to make a shopping run before the Saturday after next. But secretly, I was relieved. We did go through a lot of snacks at our meetings, because working magic required a lot of energy, and so did being around other magical people. Unfortunately, Fiona’s cookies reminded me of hockey pucks.

“Wash up. Dinner’s almost ready,” Killian said.

I headed into the powder room to wash my hands and face. As I was staring at myself in the mirror, Esmara, my spirit guide and my great-aunt, appeared, standing by my right shoulder. She was smiling, but I read a worried look on her face.

Esmara was slightly translucent. Ghosts tended not to manifest fully, unless they were up to no good and trying to affect the physical realm. Today she was wearing a lovely ankle-length lilac patterned dress—pale violet on white.

“What’s up?” I said. I hadn’t seen her for a couple weeks and had wondered if she’d taken a leave of absence or something like that. But here she was.

I’m concerned about your mother.

That I hadn’t expected to hear.

My mother was dead and she had joined the other Ladies. The Ladies were women in my family who had stuck around after death to watch over those of us who were still among the living. Not everybody got to meet the Ladies. Those of us who did, quickly learned to mind our p’s & q’s or get slapped upside the head. But if we were assigned one of the Ladies, we were also under their protection, as far as their reach could extend from the grave.

“What’s wrong?”

Though it was still painful, I was coming to accept that my parents were dead. It hadn’t even been two years yet and I still had a hard time coping with the emotional toll their loss had taken on me. They had died in the hospital after a particularly horrific car accident. I hadn’t quite made it to say good-bye to my mother, and my father had been brain-dead by the time I arrived. Even if I had arrived in time, it would have done little to smooth over the wound of losing the two most important people in my life.

She’s vanished and we can’t seem to find her. We usually meet on a regular basis, but the last two meetings, your mother wasn’t there. We’re not sure what’s going on.

I frowned. The one consolation to their deaths was that I didn’t have to worry about them any longer, but now that was shot to hell.

“Maybe she just decided to go hang out somewhere else for a while?” I had no clue what the Ladies did in their downtime. It wasn’t like they were regular ghosts, raising hell at the local haunted mansion or hanging out in the graveyard.

We were about to assign her guardian status, but she vanished before we could do so. I’ll go look for her again. Maybe she did just wander off. It’s known to happen. Esmara let out a huff and vanished.

I stared at myself in the mirror again, my nostrils flaring. Someone else in the family was going to get my mother’s help? For a moment, I fought a wave of anger. It wasn’t fair—she was my mother. I had lost her too soon and if she was assigned to anybody, it should be me.

Esmara appeared again. I can hear what you’re thinking loud and clear—it’s rolling off you like a duck shedding water. I’ll thank you to remember your manners and accept what you know are the rules! I know you miss her, but you know the way this works.

“Sorry, ma’am,” I muttered, chagrined. “Yeah, I know.”

Esmara had told me early on that no mother would ever be assigned to guard her daughter. It not only fostered an unhealthy attachment, but it could lead to other problems. I didn’t remember all of the talking points, but they did make sense.

“I just miss my mother,” I added.

We know you do, and one day she’ll be able to visit you to say hello. But January, you need to let go of the anger over the crash. It was horrible, yes. But it happened, and there’s nothing you can do to bring back either your mother or your father.

I deflated, turning to stare at my great-aunt. “I know. I do. I’m sorry.”

With that, Esmara vanished again and I returned to the table, where Killian’s lasagna was bubbling hot and oozing with cheese.

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After dinner, Killian had to go back home to work on his taxes. While he had an accountant, he still had to gather the receipts and documents. I kissed him good-bye before he left, then rested my head against his chest.

“I love you,” he whispered.

“I love you too,” I said, wanting the hug to go on forever. But I had things to do as well, and so I finally let go and stepped back. “Don’t forget to say good night to me.”

“I’ll text you before bedtime,” he promised before slipping out the door.

As I watched him go, I felt like one of the luckiest women in the world. I’d gone from an abusive relationship and being swindled by my ex, to finding a dream boyfriend in my new neighbor. I had a job I loved at a paranormal investigations agency, and friends I could count on, including my best friend from childhood.

Killian left through the kitchen door, so I followed him onto the back porch, waving as he darted down the back steps and leapt over the gate connecting our two properties.

After he vanished, I turned to stare at the forest that bordered the back of both of our properties. The Mystic Wood surrounded a good share of Moonshadow Bay. It was lit up like a beacon with a pale green light, flickering in the dark, windy night. The woodland was filled with mysterious creatures and odd portals into the realm of Fae and a number of dangers for the unwary, but it was as beautiful and mysterious as it was dangerous and deadly.

The rain was coming in, but the wind had reached the town first, and the weatherwoman on the local news site promised it would be a blustery, rain-soaked night.

I shivered, pulling my cardigan tighter around me.

The Mystic Wood was calling. I knew that pull by now. And Rebecca the imp would be waiting for me. I had grown familiar with the feel of her summons. We had established a grudging acquaintance, which was far better than when I was a child. She had tried to lure me in so she could kill me and eat me. I was living in my childhood home, which I’d inherited after my parents died, and so my childhood often blended into my present.

Reluctantly, I descended the porch stairs and headed across the expansive lawn and gardens that made up the half-acre lot. As I approached the copse, I sucked in a deep breath. The air was cold, but clear and bracing.

I paused at the edge of the forest, eyeing the massive timber that spread through the Pacific Northwest. Firs and cedar were prominent, along with cottonwood and juniper, maple and even scattered oak trees. The undergrowth in the Mystic Wood was as thick as everywhere else around here—huckleberries, salmonberries, and fern nestled beneath the tree cover. Oregon grape, thimbleberries, salal berries, and elderberries entwined with sedges, long grasses, and skunk cabbage. The whole forest was alive, with streams running through the bottom of steep ravines. The riparian zone—running along the water’s edge—was thick with cattails and vine plants.

The fauna of our forests was as thick as the plants—squirrels, deer, the occasional bear and cougar, elk and coyotes, beavers and skunks, moles and voles and raccoons. The treetops were filled with woodpeckers and hawks, owls and eagles, the raucous and scolding Steller’s jays and grosbeaks, and the sounds of birdsong filled the air—cheerful during the day and mournful, haunting songs at night.

I had begun taking long walks through the Mystic Wood several times a week, per the instructions my patron goddess had given me. I was a priestess as well as a witch, pledged to a goddess named Druantia. She was part of the very planet itself, tied into the core of nature.

When I was young, my aunt Teran had promised me to Druantia in order to keep me safe from a shadow man who had attempted to kill me. When I moved back to Moonshadow Bay as an adult, I found out what had happened, and I made the decision to renew the pledge, consciously deciding that I wanted to fulfill what Teran had started.

Now I was formally training under both my aunt’s instruction and my grandmother’s instruction. Teran taught me to connect with the earth, and my grandmother Rowan taught me to handle my abilities with the dead. I should have started my training early on, but my mother had been squeamish about getting me tested for where I stood on the magical scale. That meant I was playing catch-up, but I worked hard and spent a lot of my free time practicing magic.

I approached the edge of the wood, only to see that Rebecca was waiting. I smiled, glad to see that I had called it right.

“Rebecca, what’s up?”

She gazed at me, her eyes wide and cunning. She looked like a perpetual child, around six or seven, and a golden nimbus surrounded her.

Rebecca might shimmer like sunlight, but beneath that façade lurked a ruthless, volatile imp—a form of demon. I could probably have chased her out now that I was grown, but I decided to let her stay. For one thing, if she was here, in my neck of the woods, she wouldn’t be elsewhere hunting other children, putting them in danger. And now that she couldn’t really hurt me, we had formed an odd acquaintance.

“I thought you should know that there’s a new imp around town. I don’t know where he’s from or why he’s here, but he’s bound to cause havoc. I think he might have been summoned.”

I nodded, taking in the information. “Thanks…do you have anything else on him?”

“Not really, except he’s hiding in the Mystic Wood. Be cautious, and keep on your guard. If he was summoned, then he’s under someone’s control.” She looked bored, but I stopped her as she started to turn away.

“Is he more powerful than you?” I asked.

She glanced over her shoulder at me. “No, I don’t think so. But if he’s willing to put himself up for summoning, he’s willing to do more than I would. Imps and demons all have boundaries, but some stretch them farther than others. I think he’ll do whatever he’s asked, as long as the price is right.”

I paused, then said, “You were willing to kill me when I was a child.”

“I was hungry. I wasn’t doing it for a price.” She turned and vanished behind one of the huckleberry bushes interspersed throughout the forest and that was it. She was gone for the night.

I wasn’t worried I’d offended her. Imps didn’t take offense—not in the way humans and witchblood did. As I approached the house, the clouds broke open and icy rain pounded down, soaking me to the skin. It almost felt like sleet, and I raced up the stairs, back inside to the warmth and safety that encompassed my world inside.

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Playlist

I often listen to music when I write, and Weaver’s Web is no exception. Here’s the playlist for the book:

  • Adele: Rumour Has It
  • After the Fire: Der Kommissar
  • Air: Moon Fever
  • Airstream: Electra
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know; Uninvited
  • Android Lust: Here & Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere To Go
  • The Asteroids Galaxy Tour: The Sun Ain’t Shining No More; Sunshine Coolin’; Major; Heart Attack
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Beck: Qué Onda Guero; Farewell Ride; Emergency Exit; Think I’m in Love; Cellphone’s Dead; Broken Train; Where It’s At
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding
  • Black Pumas: Sweet Conversations
  • Bobbie Gentry: Ode To Billie Joe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Crazy Town: Butterfly
  • The Cult: Fire Woman; Rain; Wild Flower; Go West
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; Rebel Rebel; Fame; Without You; China Girl
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Eurythmics: Sweet Dreams
  • Fats Domino: I Want to Walk You Home
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fleetwood Mac: The Chain; Gold Dust Woman
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Gary Numan: War Songs; I, Assassin; My Shadow In Vain
  • Gordon Lightfoot: Sundown
  • Gorillaz: Dare; Demon Days; Hongkongaton; Rockit
  • The Gospel Whiskey Runners: Muddy Waters
  • Gotye: Somebody That I Used to Know
  • Harvey Danger: Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
  • Heart: Magic Man; White Lightning & Wine
  • The Hollies: Long Cool Woman
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • Jay Price: The Devil’s Bride; Dark-Hearted Man; Coming For You Baby
  • Jeannie C. Riley: Harper Valley PTA
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down The Road
  • Johnny Otis: Willy & The Hand Jive
  • Justin Timberlake: SexyBack
  • Kevin Morby: Beautiful Strangers
  • Kirsty MacColl: In These Shoes?
  • Ladytron: Paco!; I’m Not Scared
  • Led Zeppelin: When the Levee Breaks; Kashmir
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light; Witches
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying; Always Numb; Time Lapse; On Reflection; Broken Colours; Weightless
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Men Without Hats: The Safety Dance
  • Nancy Sinatra: These Boots Are Made For Walking
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nirvana: Lithium; Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are
  • Ohio Players: Fire
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man
  • Outasight: Fire It Up; The Boogie; The Bounce
  • Puddle of Mudd: Psycho
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get it On
  • The Rolling Stones: Gimme Shelter; 19th Nervous Breakdown; Mother’s Little Helper; Lady Jane; 2000 Light Years from Home; Jumpin’ Jack Flash; Sympathy for the Devil; Miss You; Shattered
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Francaise; Wake Up brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Sam the Sham & The Pharoahs: Lil’ Red Riding Hood
  • Sarah Hester Ross: Savage Daughter
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Shriekback: Underwater Boys; And The Rain; The King In The Tree; The Shining Path; Intoxication; Over the Wire; New Man; Go Bang; Big Fun; Dust and a Shadow; Agony Box; Now These Days Are Gone
  • Simple Minds: Don’t You (Forget About Me)
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way In Pain; Down And Out Downtown; Los Ageless
  • Talking Heads: Life During Wartime; Take Me To The River; Burning Down the House; Swamp; Psycho Killer
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s In A Pool
  • The Temptations: Papa Was a Rolling Stone
  • Thomas Dolby: She Blinded Me With Science
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line

I'm Lyrical, and I was born to the Leannan Sidhe. But then, the King of the Kelpies kidnapped me (yeah, I know, a lot of "K's), and all hell broke loose. My mother begged Morgana, goddess of the Sea and the Fae, to save me. But my parents decided that I'm used goods, so I'm a princess without a kingdom.

I now work for the newly revamped Wild Hunt Agency--a PI firm, and boy are my colleagues quirky. For one thing, it's run by a wild demi-god named Yutani, who is as chaotic as his father, the Great Coyote. I find him too attractive, and a little dangerous. And now, life suddenly becomes a rollercoaster as the dragons lose their immortality and all hell breaks loose.

You don't have to have read the Wild Hunt Series in order to read Lyrical's books. For those who love quirky and a little bit twisted urban fantasy with hot guys, lots of action, and women who rule themselves.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Fae, Gods and Goddesses, Demigods, witches, vampires, romance, urban fantasy, fantasy, magic, shapeshifters, faerie, Fae, fairy, weres, coyote shifter, stag shifter, ghosts, dragons, psychic, elemental magic, wolf shifters, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, gargoyle, cats, mystery, demigod romance, fae romance, steamy, dwarves, amazons, elementals, mythic fantasy, surprising allies, other realms, changes in life, challenging foes, fantastic friendships, Pacific North West, spells, magical creatures, Celtic, Norse, Finnish, mythology

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Chapter 1

The coyote shifters attacked my front door first. Luckily, I was in the kitchen when I heard the lock rattling. Fuck—I could smell them from where I was. Wet coyotes smell worse than wet dogs, and while I had full reason to think they were back in their human shapes, I knew that smell. I never had to encounter a pungent odor more than once to remember it. And this… This odor I remembered.

I glanced around, trying to figure out what to do. The house I was renting was in a bad neighborhood, and with that came flimsy locks. If I was facing just one of them, I could deal. But they’d brought all their homies—that much was apparent by the noise on the other side of the door—and meant that it was going to be that much harder to put them out of my misery. The fact that they were the front pushers for a major drug cartel hadn’t escaped me.

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Raising my foot to a half–pulled out drawer full of silverware, I reached behind the slit in the right leg of my jeans and flipped open the snap that was holding the peace binding on the sheath. As I withdrew Harmony—my blade—I plastered on a grim smile. I named my blade Harmony because she was often the only thing that managed to restore harmony to my life. Thirteen inches of cold steel, she had a black bog oak hilt and the blade itself was etched with an incantation using the Celtic Ogham. I bite for blood, it said.

The coyote shifters were still fiddling with the door, to my relief. They weren’t stupid, but when they were in coyote form and they formed a pack, it seemed that their IQs went down by about a third. Given they were hopped up on some sort of upper, it lowered the bar even more.

I snuck around the counter, wondering how many I could take down if they broke through before I managed to get out the back door. The only other way out of this joint was through the master bedroom. It led to the back yard, where I could climb over a fence and be off and down the street before they realized I had escaped.

I grabbed my purse as I stood up, and slung it over my shoulder. I was wearing stiletto boots, but I could run in them and that was all that mattered. I made sure my keys were in my purse and hurried into the bedroom. I grabbed the leather jacket that I had tossed across the bed and shrugged it on. Then, turning toward the sliding glass doors, I was about to grab the handle when I saw a shadow moving outside behind one of the large evergreen bushes. A man and a woman jumped out, slamming against the glass of the door. I took one look at the yellow glow in their eyes and bounded over the bed, back toward the door. I slammed the door behind me even as I heard breaking glass.

Oh hell, what the fuck do I do now? I dashed into the bathroom. It was the only other room in the house that locked from the inside and that had a window. I slammed the door closed, pushing the lock, then leaped up on the counter, my anxiety rising. The window was large enough for me to scramble out, but it was also frosted and I couldn’t see for sure if anybody was out there. I hesitated, but the next moment I heard the front door crash open and I knew it was now or never. I shoved the window open and punched out the screen. I took a quick look right and left but couldn’t see anybody, thank gods, so I tossed my pack and purse out, then poised with my boots on the ledge of the window as I balanced, making sure my dagger wouldn’t stab me as I leapt to the ground.

I had barely landed and scooped up my purse and pack when a low laugh came from my right, from behind a large rhododendron. One of the coyote shifters—I thought his name was Jim—jumped out to block my path.

“Lyrical, where you going so fast?” He was tall, lanky, and had bright coppery hair that hung in greasy strands. He was also carrying a thick iron pipe and was slapping it against his other hand as his eyes glittered.

I eyed the space between him and the sidewalk. I was too close to him—unless I was able to knock the pipe out of his hands, but even from this distance, I could feel the iron’s energy. It made me tingle, and in a very bad way.

My knees felt weak and I realized I was hungry. There was only one way out, but I’d have to be fast. I dropped my pack and purse. “Why don’t you put down that pipe?” I said, catching his gaze and holding it as I modulated my voice to become lower, throatier. The next moment, I could feel the ache rising, overtaking the fear. I began to walk toward him.

“What are you doing?” he asked, pausing the steady tattoo of the pipe against his hand. “What…” He stumbled over his words, unable to break away from my gaze.

Coyote shifters were easy if you could pick them off from the pack. And right now, there was no chance he was going to call for his packmates. I reached out, running my fingers over his cheeks, and he let out a low moan.

“You really don’t want to hurt me. Put down the pipe, babe.” I winked at him, running my tongue over my lips.

“No, I don’t want to hurt you,” he repeated, dropping the pipe.

“You want to kiss me, don’t you? Long and hard, probably as long and hard as your dick.” I reached up to put my hands on his shoulders and slowly pushed. He folded to his knees in front of me. I glanced around. Nobody else had noticed us in the tangle of foliage that filled the yard.

“Kiss…me…please.” He was breathing hard and I leaned down, lightly touching my lips to his. I could feel the brush of my skin against his, and then the rush of his sweet breath. It was filled with chi—with energy—and I needed that energy. I began to kiss him, gently at first, then began to draw out his life force with my breath, streaming it into my body. As the energy flooded my veins, I could feel it draining away from him. I ignored the information that threatened to overflood my senses—facts and figures and visions from his life. Instead, I focused on draining him, on sucking out every last gasp of breath, and my excitement grew.

The rush began to spiral through me as I grew stronger. I felt high, higher than any trip from the strongest drug. As the shifter realized I was draining him dry, he began to struggle. I laughed, toying with him, every spark of my being quivering. I pressed harder on his shoulders and he couldn’t break away.

“This is so good, baby. Be nice and I’ll end your life on a high instead of pain,” I whispered. Feeding my hunger was better than sex, better than the strongest orgasm, as I met his breath and drew it into my lungs. The thrill warmed me like the best fuck in the world, and then—as he began to fade—I slammed back into my body, coming so hard that I almost screamed.

As I stumbled back from his corpse I felt so strong I could have moved a mountain. I grabbed up my pack and purse and crept out of the bushes but I had miscalculated and found myself in a semi-circle of coyote shifters. As they moved in, each carrying at least one weapon, I turned back to the bathroom window and, with one leap, sprang through the air, diving headfirst through the open window, coming up into a crouch. Behind me, I heard the shifters scramble.

“Oh, shit,” I muttered. “I’m in trouble.” Dagger in hand, I straightened and prepared to face the music.

***

As I kicked the bathroom door open, hoping to slam it down on anybody who might be right outside, I heard a scuffle out at the front door before two shifters came toward me, one on either side. I went into defense mode, strengthened by the extra chi I had absorbed.

One of them was carrying a sword, the other a dagger. I gauged the distance between the one to my right—with the dagger—and then sprang into a front flip, stretching out to use his shoulders as a platform. He was so startled he didn’t even try to stab me as I swung over his head. As I cleared him, I gave another push, this one against his back, then went into a tuck and roll. He lurched forward as his companion brought his sword up and I heard a bloodcurdling scream behind me.

I didn’t stop to look, just sped into a run as I entered the living room. But once there, I stopped short. The coyote shifters were there, yes, but so were a couple people I didn’t recognize who…were whaling away on my enemies. The coyote shifters were fighting back, but they were looking a lot less confident. Before I could take off , one of them—a tall Amazon of a woman with dark skin—grabbed me by the arm and muscled me out the front door. The tall, lean dark-haired man who was with her followed, and before I knew what was happening, he held out his hand and blew a powder in my face. I struggled to get free but then everything went hazy as the ground disappeared and I fell into a dark hole.

***

When I woke up, I was lying on a sofa, and not in my house. I groaned—my head was pounding, as if I had a hangover. Groggy, I rolled up to a sitting position. I was fully dressed, but my dagger and my purse were gone.

“Well, I see you’re awake.” A woman, older with silver hair and wearing a linen pantsuit, came into view. She held out a mug. Steam was wafting off it. “This will clear your head.”

Suspicious, I stared at it, then her. “How do I know it’s not poison?”

She shrugged, then lifted the mug to her lips and drank. Wiping the rim with a paper towel, she held it out again. I reached for it, still suspicious. But if there was poison, that big of a swig would kill her too. It had a pungent odor but I took a sip from it. The flavor surprised me. It tasted like honey and lemon, but there was something else behind it. As soon as I started to drink it, my headache began to lift along with the fog.

I looked around, handing her back the mug. “Thank you—it works. Where am I?”

“You’re at the Wild Hunt Agency. My name’s Talia.” She settled down beside me. “We need to have a long talk.”

Wild Hunt…I knew the name. I’d heard it before but I couldn’t quite place it. “Why did you bring me here?”

“It was either that or let you die at the hands of those coyote shifters.” Talia laughed. “And Morgana would have our hides if we let them eat you alive.”

I straightened up. “You know Morgana?” The goddess had saved me when I was at a do-or-die moment in my life. I owed her more than my life—I owed her my sanity.

Talia nodded. “Very well, actually. She sent us out to save you. Girl, you really dug yourself into a hole there with those shifters.” She paused as the front door opened and a tall man strode in. I recognized him—he was the one who had showed up at my house and had been battling the coyote shifters. He smelled suspiciously like the coyote shifters but with something else added in. Power. He smelled like power.

I bristled as my inner alarm rang. This man was dangerous, and seductive. He reeked of power and sex.

“So you’re awake,” he said, glancing at me. “I’m Yutani.” Then, turning to Talia, he said, “Herne and Ember are on the way. Morgana will be with them.”

I watched the pair talk. They had a strong familiarity with each other—they obviously knew one another, and from the emotions I could tap into, they were good friends. If there was one thing I had learned over the past few years, it was to keep my mouth shut and observe. It had served me well.

Yutani glanced at me. “If you need to freshen up, there’s a bathroom down the hall. Don’t even think of trying to escape, though. Morgana asked that you stay right here, and we’re not about to piss her off.” He handed me my purse and my pack but I had the feeling they had been rifled, probably for weapons.

I nodded. Escaping from coyote shifters was one thing, but running off when a goddess wanted to see me—even I knew better than that. I visited the restroom and tidied myself up. I brushed my hair and touched up my lipstick.

Staring at myself in the mirror, I whispered, “That’s about as good as it’s going to get right now.” I looked tired and there were bruises on my forehead and arms from the fight. My corset was spattered with blood—not mine—and so were my jeans.

My dagger! I reached down to check my boot, but the sheath was empty. Frowning, I looked in my purse. No blade there, either.

“If they stole Harmony from me…” I muttered, striding back out to the dining area where Yutani and Talia were sitting at the table. “Hey, did either of you take my dagger? That blade is special—”

“Hold your horses,” Yutani said. “Talia has it. We put it away for safekeeping, along with the other weapons we found in your pack.” He nodded to Talia, who walked over to her desk in the living room and retrieved my blade from a curio cabinet.

“Here it is, safe and sound,” she said, handing it to me.

I grabbed it from her, checking to make sure it wasn’t nicked or bent. But Harmony looked as beautiful as ever, and I gently stroked the hilt and then slid her back into her sheath.

“I’m sorry to snap,” I said. “That blade’s very important to me. My mother gave it to me a long time ago.”

“Not a problem,” Talia said with a wry grin. “So, we might as well tell you that we know who you are. Morgana told us about you when she first found you.”

I stared at them. “How much did she tell you?” That they knew who I was made me uneasy. I didn’t like people knowing who I was.

“Not much. Just that she’d rescued one of the Leannan Sidhe from a pod of Kelpies and brought her back to Seattle. She contacted us this morning and asked us to rescue you from those coyote shifters,” she added.

Yutani cleared his throat. “Speaking of… I might as well tell you because I’m pretty sure you can figure it out—I’m a coyote shifter as well, but I’m not aligned with that Pack. What did you do to piss them off, anyway?”

Well, at least that was a relief, though I was surprised he didn’t seem angry. “I thought all dog shifters stuck together,” I said, side-eyeing him.

He bristled. “For one thing, wolves, coyotes, and dogs are far from the same—”

“Down, boy,” Talia said, holding out her hand. “She’s just trying to get a rise out of you.” She glanced at me, shaking her head. “Best not to poke the bear. Or the son of the Great Coyote, for that matter.”

The son of the Great Coyote? Though I didn’t know much about him, the Great Coyote was a god. Which meant Yutani was a demigod. Time to backtrack fast. “Um, I’m sorry?”

His eyes never leaving my face, Yutani snorted, then outright laughed. “You really are something, you know that?” He moved to the living room, where he sat in a chair near Talia’s desk, which was set in a corner. “So, tell us more about yourself while we’re waiting. You might as well because once Morgana gets here, it’s going to come out.”

There was a sudden shift in the energy of the room—I could feel it in my bones. The tension drained and both of them relaxed. I let out a long breath, my inner alarms quieting. I could trust them, regardless of whether I liked them.

“My name is Lyrical Muirín. Lyrical Willow Muirín. I was named after my great-great-grandmother, who is Queen of the Limerick Leannan Sidhe.” Before I could say anything else, the door opened and in walked Morgana, goddess of the Sea, followed by a man and a woman, and I knew without being told that all three were gods.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often write to music, and TATTERED THORNS was no exception. Here’s the playlist I used for this book.

  • J. Roach: Devil May Dance
  • Adam Lambert: Mad World
  • After the Fire: Der Kommissar
  • Air: Napalm Love; Playground Love
  • Alanis Morissette: You Oughta Know
  • Alice in Chains: Man in the Box; Sunshine
  • Android Lust: Here and Now; Saint Over
  • Animotion: Obsession
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere to Go
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Billy Idol: White Wedding
  • The Black Angels: Don’t Play With Guns; Always Maybe
  • Black Mountain: Queens Will Play
  • Black Rebel Motorcycle Club: Feel It Now
  • Boom! Bap! Pow!: Suit
  • The Bravery: Believe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • Celtic Woman: Newgrange
  • Chris Isaak: Wicked Game
  • Cobra Verde: Play with Fire
  • Cream: Sunshine of Your Love; Strange Brew
  • Creedence Clearwater Revival: Green River; Fortunate Son; Run Through the Jungle: Born on the Bayou
  • Crosby, Stills & Nash: Woodstock; Guinnevere
  • David Bowie: Fame; Golden Years; I’m Afraid of Americans
  • Death Cab For Cutie: I Will Possess Your Heart
  • Dizzi: Dizzi Jig; Dance of the Unicorns
  • Don Henley: Dirty Laundry; Sunset Grill; The Garden of Allah; Everybody Knows
  • Donovan: Sunshine Superman; Season of the Witch
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being (Original Edit)
  • Eels: Souljacker Part 1
  • Elektrisk Gonner: Uknowhatiwant
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • The Feeling: Sewn
  • Finger Eleven: Paralyzer
  • Fleetwood Mac: Gold Dust Woman; The Chain; Tusk
  • Fluke: Absurd
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Garbage: Queer; Only Happy When It Rains; #1 Crush; Push It
  • Gary Numan: Cars; I Assassin; The Gift; Saints And Liars: My Shadow in Vain; Soul Protection; My World Storm; Outland; Icehouse; Down in the Park; My Breathing; The Sleeproom
  • Gorillaz: Kids With Guns; Every Planet We Reach Is Dead; Dare; Demon Days; Hongkongaton; Rockit; Clint Eastwood; Stylo
  • The Gospel Whiskey Runners: Muddy Waters
  • Guess Who: No Sugar Tonight/New Mother Nature
  • Hanni El Khatib: Come Alive
  • Harvey Danger: Sad Sweetheart of the Rodeo
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • In Strict Confidence: Silver Bullets; Snow White; Tiefer
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down the Road
  • Julian Cope: Charlotte Anne
  • Justin Timberlake: SexyBack
  • Lady Gaga: 911; Paparazzi; Poker Face; The Fame; I Like it Rough; Teeth
  • Larry Tee & Princess Superstar: Licky
  • Lord of the Lost: Sex on Legs
  • Lorde: Yellow Flicker Beat; Royals
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half Light
  • Madonna: Beautiful Stranger; 4 Minutes
  • Mai Lan: Pumper
  • Marilyn Manson: Personal Jesus; Tainted Love
  • Masked Wolf: Astronaut in the Ocean
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • Nik Ammar & Marla Altschuler: Hollywood
  • Nine Inch Nails: Closer; Sin
  • Nirvana: Heart Shaped Box; Come As You Are; Lake of Fire; Lithium; You Know You’re Right
  • The Offspring: The Kids Aren’t Alright; Come Out and Play; Self Esteem
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party; Elevator Man
  • Orgy: Social Enemies; Blue Monday
  • Outasight: The Boogie; Fire it Up; The Bounce
  • Pati Yang: All That Is Thirst
  • People in Planes: Vampire
  • The Pierces: Secret
  • Puddle of Mudd: Psycho
  • The Pussycat Dolls: Buttons; When I Grow Up; Don’t Cha
  • Rob Zombie: Living Dead Girl; Never Gonna Stop
  • Robert Palmer: Addicted to Love; Simply Irresistible
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Roisin Murphy: Ramalama (Bang Bang)
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Shocking Blue: Venus
  • Simple Minds: Don’t You
  • Vincent: Pay Your Way in Pain; Down; Down and Out Downtown; Los Ageless; Sugarboy
  • Steppenwolf: Born to Be Wild; Magic Carpet Ride
  • Sweet Talk Radio: We All Fall Down
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s in a Pool
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Toadies: Possum Kingdom
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Tori Amos: Blood Roses; Professional Widow; Caught a Lite Sneeze; Muhammad My Friend
  • Traffic: The Low Spark of High Heeled Boys
  • Transplants: Diamonds and Guns
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • Valen: Cold Blood
  • The Verve: Bitter Sweet Symphony
  • Yoko Kanno: Lithium Flower
  • Zayde Wolf: Gladiator
  • Zero Seven: In the Waiting Line
Book Cover: The Tangled Sky
Part of the Hedge Dragon series:

PLEASE NOTE: Since The Tangled Sky ended up being a short novella, it will NOT be released in paperback for now--it's too short on its own to do so.

Sometimes, it just doesn't pay to be generous...

I head for the Rejovak Mountains in Wildemoone, my posse in tow, to help out Ginty, a friend of Ember and Herne’s. The Dwarven King Erikson's gone a little bit haywire in the head, and Ginty is trying to escape before the king decides to execute him. A Hedge Dragon novella.

For readers who love my Otherworld Series, love my Wild Hunt Series, and who love snarky, smartassed heroines who can beat the hell out of their enemies, who are loyal to their family-of-choice, and who love hard, once love crashes into them.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Fae, Gods and Goddesses, Demigods, dragons, hedge dragons, witches, vampires, romance, urban fantasy, fantasy, magic, faerie, fae, fairy, shapeshifters, weres, coyote shifter, stag shifter, ghosts, dragons, psychic, elemental magic, wolf shifters, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, gargoyle, cats, mystery, demigod romance, fae romance, steamy, dwarves, amazons, elementals, mythic fantasy, surprising allies, other realms, changes in life, challenging foes, fantastic friendships, high fantasy, epic fantasy, spells, magical creatures, Celtic, Norse, Greek, mythology

 

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Chapter 1

“Storm, Lord Herne and Lady Ember want to see you, right away. You too, Ayo,” Faro said. One of Herne’s personal aides, the young Elf ran messages for the Lord of the Hunt and his lady. His mother had been killed in a riding accident. Faro was doing his best to take care of his younger brother. I knew all too well how that felt.

“Thank you. We’ll be along in a few minutes,” Ayo said, shutting the door. She turned to me. “I wonder what’s up.”

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“I don’t know, but I guess we’ll find out.” I turned back to Shellsong, my sister, who was making bread. While we could have eaten in the castle dining room, Ember had made sure we had quarters with a kitchenette in case we wanted to eat by ourselves. Shellsong was doing her best to learn to cook. Ember’s best friend, Angel, was teaching her. Angel was also teaching her sign language. Since Shellsong had lost her ability to speak, we were all doing our best to learn new ways of communication so she wouldn’t have to write things down all the time.

I turned to Shellsong. “I’ll be back soon. Save some of that bread for me. And would you feed Serifa?”

She held up her flour-covered hands and signed, “Of course. See you later.”

Ayo and I headed out, speculating over what Ember and Herne had in store for us.

***

My name is Storm, and I’m a hedge dragon—part dragon, part Storm Lord. We’re not “real” dragons, not compared to the Dragonni who are what most people consider dragons. But though I’m not immortal, I am a dragon shifter and I can control the lightning, thanks to my father. The fact that I can die puts me at a disadvantage, given how many poachers out there want to hunt me and my kind down for our skins. We make good armor.

Not long ago, I lived in the Forgotten Kingdom and the only people I ever saw were my mother, brothers, and sisters. Then my mother sold my sister Shellsong into slavery and I took off to rescue her. After a long, tortuous journey, Shellsong and I now lived in Caer Briar Shore—Herne and Ember’s castle. I was nominally working for the Wild Hunt Agency, Annwn division. We lived on the second floor of the castle, and everything was fine except for me worrying about the whereabouts of our other sister Sparkle. But Herne and Ember had assured me that she would soon be with me, and so I tried not to worry. My life had changed so drastically in such a short time that I was just trying to learn all the new things coming my way. It wasn’t easy, but my life was far better than it had been before.

***

Caer Briar Shore was located atop a high ridge of mountains in Annwn, the Celtic Otherworld. The castle overlooked Muir Leathan, which separated Annwn from several other realms. It was a vast body of water, rolling wild like the ocean, and mist drifted in to flood the valley below. The windswept shores were harsh during winter, and the sea glistened like liquid silver, the waves crashing against the beach.

Ayo, a half Elf who had become a friend, and I often took long walks down to the shore. We both enjoyed the solitude, and she was quickly becoming a closer friend than I had ever had before. Together with Tharin, an Elf who was one of Ember’s tutors, and Hajeet, one of the Wolf Lord’s elite guards, we had come through a hellish trip into Wildemoone when I set out to rescue Shellsong.

Now, as Ayo and I approached the conference room where Ember and Herne were waiting, I began to get nervous. As nice as they were, it was almost impossible to forget they were gods, and you don’t ever want to anger a god.

“You ready?” Ayo asked, slipping her jacket off. Beneath the jacket, she was wearing trousers and a tunic.

I was wearing black jeans—a gift from Ember—and a soft sweater that matched my eyes. My hair was flowing free. It felt wonderful to be able to walk about in the open. Ember and Herne had put out an order specifically forbidding my kind to be hunted in Annwn, with the permission of the Triamvinate—a trio of the gods ruling this realm.

“Yeah, I’m ready,” I said, straightening. Though Herne and Ember were friendly, I didn’t kid myself that I was one of their friends. They were kind to me, but I knew better than insinuate myself further than I had a right to.

We opened the council door and entered the room. Ember and Herne sat at opposite sides of the long narrow table. Tharin and Hajeet were there, along with Stegis. I also recognized Cernunnos and Morgana—Herne’s parents—sitting to the other side. I stiffened, suppressing the urge to kneel. Instead, Ayo and I bowed, and then took our places besides the three men.

Once the door closed behind us, Ember leaned forward. She was wearing a beaded corset the color of twilight over a pair of flowing black trousers, along with an indigo-colored cloak. Herne was dressed in an embroidered green tunic, jeans, and he had a brown cloak around his shoulders. Cernunnos and Morgana were dressed more formally—though they wore similar colors to their son and daughter-in-law.

“Welcome and thank you for coming. Please, take a seat.” Ember glanced at the clock on the wall. “We’ll get started here in a moment.” She rose and went over to the side table, which had a coffee pot and a buffet spread of breakfast foods.

That was one thing I’d gotten used to since I moved into the castle—the concept of hours and minutes and specific times of the day. Before that, I’d lived by the sun and moon—dawn, morning, midday, dusk, twilight, night. But over the past few weeks, I’d learned how to “tell time.” Even though it was a concept brought over from Ember’s homeland, the castle ran on it.

I glanced at Tharin, who was sitting on my other side. “Do you know what this is about?”

He shook his head. “Not really.”

Ember turned to the guard standing near the door. “We’re going to need three more chairs.”

The guard nodded and ducked out to talk to one of the servants.

Herne turned to me. “How are you and your sister getting along?” He asked me the same thing every single time and I tried to stifle a laugh.

“We’re fine, thank you. Shellsong is adapting, and so am I.”

The door opened and in came a trio of servants, each carrying an extra chair. They set two on one side of the table, and brought the other around to slide between Tharin and me. I looked at the servant questioningly, but he just shrugged.

“We have surprise guests joining us today,” Ember said, her eyes sparkling. She looked excited.

The door opened again, and the guard escorted in two people I recognized—Kipa and Raven. But as the third person entered the room, I jumped out of my seat, letting out a loud “Oh!” Because standing beside the pair was my sister Sparkle.

***

Sparkle let out an excited shout, starting to run around the table, but I met her first, throwing my arms around her as she began to cry. Sparkle was slow to learn things. In fact, she had the intellectual capacity of a child. But she was golden-hearted and loving and just about the sweetest person in the world.

“Sparkle, my love, come here.” I pulled her into my arms, tears flooding my eyes. I’d been so worried that my mother would do something drastic like she had with Shellsong. I’d threatened before I left that if she hurt Sparkle I would do everything I could to make her life hell. Given my mother and her antagonism toward her children, I’d been half-convinced she’d just wait till I was out of sight to hurt Sparkle. When Raven and Kipa had volunteered to rescue her, I’d accepted with gratitude.

“Storm! I missed you!” The tension in Sparkle’s shoulders melted as she hugged me. She rested her head on my shoulder—I was a little taller than she was—and tears welled up in her eyes. “I’ve been so afraid. Raven and Kipa said you wanted me to come with them, but I wasn’t sure if they were telling the truth.”

“I imagine. Listen, I have to spend some time here in a meeting, but would you like to go see Shellsong?”

Sparkle nodded, wiping her eyes. She was almost as strong as I was, but she was truly a child inside that hedge dragon’s body. “Is she okay?”

“Yes, but…Sparkle,” I said, taking her hands and drawing her down into the seat next to me. “I want you to listen. Shellsong can’t talk. A bad man put a spell on her and now she can’t speak. But she can hear, and there’s a way she can talk to us with her hands. We’ll teach you, but for the moment…” I glanced over at Ember, suddenly realizing every eye in the place was on us, but everyone—even the guard—was smiling. “Ember, can Elta take Sparkle to our quarters? She can help Sparkle understand.”

“Of course,” Ember said, motioning to the guard. She whispered something to him and he disappeared. “He went to fetch her. Why don’t you introduce Sparkle to all of us?”

I swallowed hard, pushing down the tears of relief. “Sparkle, I want you to meet my friends. You can trust all of them. This is Ember and Herne, and Herne’s parents—Morgana and Cernunnos. And these are more of my friends who helped me rescue Shellsong: Tharin, Ayo, Hajeet, and Stegis.”

Shyly, Sparkle curtsied to all of them and smiled. “Hello,” she said. It was then I realized that she was speaking in Common Tongue.

I glanced at Raven, arching my eyebrows. “Common?

Raven nodded. “Väinämöinen was gentle, but this makes it much easier for her. She won’t have to try to learn it, and he was very cautious to make the transfer easy and fun.”

I wasn’t sure how I felt about that, but then again, Raven was correct. Teaching Sparkle Common Tongue would have been a challenge. She had had a hard enough time learning the smattering of Elvish our mother had tried to teach her.

“Thank him for me,” I said, deciding we’d talk about it later.

Elta peeked in the door. I motioned to her. “Would you take my sister Sparkle to our quarters and stick around to help her understand what happened to Shellsong?”

“Of course,” she said, reaching out for Sparkle’s hand. I had already told her about Sparkle. “Would you like to go with me to see Shellsong?”

Sparkle glanced at me. When I encouraged her with a smile, she nodded.

“Yes.” She turned back to me. “I’m hungry,” she said.

“Elta will make sure you get a good meal. I’ll be with you and Shellsong in a little bit,” I said, waving as she followed Elta out of the room.

***

After that, Ember started the meeting. “I’m afraid we have other items to attend to that aren’t so pleasant.”

I turned to Raven and mouthed, “Thank you.” The fact that she and Kipa had actually gone out of their way to rescue my sister meant the world to me.

Herne cleared his throat. “We have a problem and it’s going to require some diplomacy, but right now, everyone we have who might be able to cope with this is tied up with the Dragonni mess. So we thought we’d assign it to you.” He turned to my side of the table. “Tharin, Ayo, Storm, and Hajeet, we would like you to take on this task.”

Stegis shifted in his seat. “Me too?”

“No, I have another task for you,” Herne answered. “Since you all now belong to the Wild Hunt Agency, consider this work.” Which, I had learned, was code for: You can’t say no.

“This is going to require diplomacy,” Cernunnos said.

I’d met him a couple times over the past few weeks and each time, he’d scared the crap out of me. Herne’s father, he was a massive god, muscled and broad-shouldered. Where Herne was Lord of the Hunt, Cernunnos was Lord of the whole freaking Forest. He was a lot moodier than Herne, and his stare could undo any composure I had.

Tharin leaned his elbows on the table. “Which means we have to watch our tongue.” He gave me a sideways look. “Understood. Where are we headed?”

“Back to Wildemoone, but nowhere near Owlanvine.” Cernunnos unrolled a large map that was on the table. “Here—you see the patch of mountains coming down from Pohjola and Kalevala? They run right into the massive range known as the Rejovak Mountains in Wildemoone. That’s where the Kingdom of Guitwalden lies—the kingdom of the Dwarves.”

Relieved we weren’t being sent back to Owlanvine, I focused on the map. If the mountain range was to scale, then the mountains would be huge. “How far in is the kingdom?”

“It’s on top of the mountain known as T’mir. You’ll have quite the climb, especially during winter, but we’ll provide you with exolats when you’re there.” Before I could ask, Cernunnos said, “An exolat is a lot like an ox…or a massive cow with fur and wide curving horns. They’re steady, if slow, but they can trudge through the snow like few other animals. We’ll be sending you through to a portal right near the base of the mountain.”

“Why not the portal that leads into Guitwalden proper?” Ayo asked.

Morgana shook her head. “Because there’s a problem with King Erikson.”

“Our friend Ginty—I believe I’ve mentioned him before—contacted us,” Ember said. “The king’s acting particularly odd, and Ginty’s worried that something political is afoot—that Erikson may be reaching for more power. He’s dissolved the advisory board and Ginty’s looking to get away because he’s third in line for the throne, and that may put him in danger.”

“He thinks the king might have him killed?” Tharin asked.

Ember nodded. “Yes, unfortunately. While he and his mate Ireland have access to a hidden portal, they need help. It’s buried beneath the rubble of a cave-in. They can’t ask anyone there for help because the king has spies everywhere. Ginty’s other relatives are standing behind Erikson, so they don’t dare go to them for help.”

“Aren’t they afraid they’ll be killed by the king?” I asked.

“None of them are in line for the throne. Ginty is third, after the king’s sons, and then Ginty’s twin daughters, who are still babies.” Herne shook his head. “I’d help personally, but I have no jurisdiction and since Ginty isn’t a priest of mine, it would stir up trouble between the dwarven gods and Annwn if I go in there. We don’t have much of a connection. I’m worried that if someone doesn’t help Ginty and his family escape, it will end badly for them.”

“What are we supposed to do?” Hajeet asked. “Put a stop to the king?”

“No, that’s none of our business. Unless we’re looking to create a war between the gods and right now, working against the Dragonni, we can’t afford a schism. No, what I want you to do is to help Ginty find a way through the cave-in so he can use the portal. If you try to take him out of the kingdom in any of the traditional ways, I’m afraid the guards will stop him.” Herne looked frustrated.

“We should just take away Erikson’s throne,” Morgana said.

Cernunnos cleared his throat. “You know that’s out of the question.”

“I know, but Ginty’s been so helpful to the Wild Hunt—”

“Nevertheless, we can’t.” The Lord of the Forest put an end to that discussion right there. “The dwarven gods are capricious at best, especially Anara—the goddess who watches over Guitwalden.” Cernunnos paused, then added, “You see, the Dwarves are our allies in the war against the Dragonni. And because of that, we don’t dare anger them. If they breathed even a word of what we’re planning to the Dragonni, it could destroy our whole plan.”

I took a deep breath, then asked, “You have a plan to deal with the Dragonni beyond what happened with Echidna?”

He paused, then nodded. “Yes, and right now you don’t need to know about that, but we have a plan. So it’s vital that you get Ginty and his family out without alerting Erikson.”

Ember chugged her coffee. She was the most mortal-seeming goddess I’d ever met. “Ginty has been apprised that you’re coming.”

“When do we leave?” Ayo asked.

“Morning after tomorrow. So get your gear ready by tomorrow night. You should be prepared to camp out in the cold if need be, but Ginty will find you when you enter Guitwalden.”

“So the city’s name isn’t the same name as the mountain range?” Ayo asked.

“Correct,” Herne said. “Guitwalden was the name of the first of the Dwarven King’s line. The family still exists, but the rule fell to Erikson’s family during a skirmish about two thousand years ago and the Guitwaldens never attempted to regain control.”

“We’ll meet again tomorrow afternoon, but for now, you’re excused,” Ember said. She stood, followed by Herne, Morgana, and Cernunnos. They filed out of the room, leaving the rest of us sitting there. Raven and Kipa turned to me.

“Can we talk somewhere?” Raven asked.

I nodded. “Come back to my quarters.” I said goodbye to the others and led Raven and Kipa to my quarters.

COLLAPSE

Playlist

I often write to music, and THE POISONED FOREST was no exception. Here’s the playlist I used for this book.

  • Android Lust: Here and Now; Saint Over
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere to Go
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Band of Skulls: I Know What I Am
  • Basil Poledouris: Theology/Civilization; The Orgy
  • The Black Angels: Don’t Play With Guns
  • Black Pumas: Sweet Conversations
    Black Sabbath: Paranoid
  • Bon Jovi: Wanted Dead or Alive
  • Boney M.: Rasputin
  • The Bravery: Believe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Cake: Never There; The Distance
  • Camouflage Nights: (It Could Be) Love
  • The Cars: Candy-O; Moving in Stereo
  • Cat Power: Werewolf
  • The Clash: Rock the Casbah
  • Creedence Clearwater Revival: Green River; Fortunate Son; Born on the Bayou
  • David Bowie: Golden Years; I’m Afraid of Americans
  • Dead Can Dance: Yulunga; The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove; Indus
  • Death Cab For Cutie: I Will Possess Your Heart
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Don Henley: The Garden of Allah
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • Fluke: Absurd
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Gabrielle Roth: Raven; Mother Night; Rest Your Tears Here; Totem
  • Gary Numan: The Gift; Saints and Liars: Petals; Ghost Nation; My Name is Ruin
  • Godsmack: Voodoo
  • Gorillaz: Kids With Guns; Dare: Demon Days; Clint Eastwood; Stylo
  • Hanni El Khatib: Come Alive
  • Hedningardna: Grodan/Widergrenen; Ukkonen; Gorrlaus
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • In Strict Confidence: Snow White; Tiefer
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down the Road
  • Ladytron: Ghosts; Destroy Everything You Touch
  • Live: Lightning Crashes
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying (In Crimson Skies); Time Lapse; Broken Colours; We Travel
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • The Offspring: Come Out and Play
  • Outasight: The Bounce; The Boogie
  • Pati Yang: All That Is Thirst
  • Robin Schulz: Sugar
  • Red Venom: Let’s Get it On
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Francaise; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Shazam: Spiderbait
  • Shriekback: Underwaterboys; Dust and a Shadow; This Big Hush; Agony Box; And the Rain; The King in the Tree
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s in a Pool
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Toadies: Possum Kingdom
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • Valen: Cold Blood
  • The Verve: Bittersweet Symphony
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line
Book Cover: The Poisoned Forest
Part of the Hedge Dragon series:

To the rakshasa who enslaved my sister: you just made the worst mistake you’ll ever make in your life.

Yes, I’m a hedge dragon. An abomination, or so they call my kind. I’m a loner, but I’m also loyal to my sister. Turns out, the rest of the family couldn’t care less. I’m the only one willing to go after her when she vanishes.

She’s being held in Owlanvine, a city in the desert. To reach her, I must travel through the Poisoned Forest, one of the darkest, deadliest places in Wildemoone. But the Lord of the Hunt and his Lady take pity on me and offer me help.

Now, together with a small band of allies who I swear are more trouble than they’re worth, I’m out to save my sister before she’s lost forever, and before the forest does all of us in.

This is a spinoff of the Wild Hunt Series. You do not need to read the Wild Hunt Series to read the Hedge Dragon Series.

KEYWORDS/TROPES: Fae, Gods and Goddesses, Demigods, dragons, hedge dragons, witches, vampires, romance, urban fantasy, fantasy, magic, faerie, fae, fairy, shapeshifters, weres, coyote shifter, stag shifter, ghosts, dragons, psychic, elemental magic, wolf shifters, strong women, kickass heroine, steamy, gargoyle, cats, mystery, demigod romance, fae romance, steamy, dwarves, amazons, elementals, mythic fantasy, surprising allies, other realms, changes in life, challenging foes, fantastic friendships, high fantasy, epic fantasy, spells, magical creatures, Celtic, Norse, Greek, mythology

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Chapter 1

I crouched behind a thicket of brambles, watching and waiting. The deer on the ground beside me was beginning to attract flies. They swarmed around the carcass, but I kept silent, not bothering to shoo them away. There would be time enough for that when I made it home and gave the meat to my mother. I’d have to start out again early next morning, but it was my job to put food on the table for my mother and my sisters, and it was better than sitting around the cave, listening to the arguments. My brothers could fend for themselves.

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I’d been on the road for three days. This time of year, the deer and elk ranged lower in the mountains, staying by the treeline. They knew that the dragons were more active in the lower reaches of the kingdom during winter, searching for food away from the high reaches. In a way, that made it easier for me during summer, since my kind stayed in the foothills, far away from the higher mountains where the Truebloods made their homes. But come winter, I ran a much greater risk of being caught.

While I could make it down to the treeline in less than half a day by flight, that opened me up to danger. While hedge dragons were far smaller than Truebloods, we were still big enough to be noticed. So I stuck to the soil, traveling mostly by night, trying to avoid being spotted.

The trip to the forests took me a day, then a day to catch and prepare a deer, and then a day to make it home, dragging the deer behind me. I could lift it over my shoulders easily enough, but that left me vulnerable in case I was attacked. One thing every hedge dragon knew—either keep weaponed up and ready to run, or chance never making it home.

A noise to my left startled me and I turned, sword out and ready. I was good with my blade, and I had one of the best, thanks to stumbling into a cave one day where I found a crumbling skeleton, fingers still closed around the hilt of a crystal sword. I’d taken the sword and since that day, it had never left my side. While my sisters and mother had no use for it, I didn’t trust my brothers, so I slept with it under my mattress at night.

As I turned, I saw that the noise was simply one of the gimbels. The creature stared at me, eyes widening, then it turned and scurried away on its squat legs, its belly shaking as it ran. The forest sprites varied in nature and looks, but they were one of the few creatures I never worried about. They hated the humans, they feared the dragonkin almost as much as I did, and they were peaceful, preferring to while away their days in the forests, tending to the trees. The gimbels kept to themselves and seldom bothered anybody.

I glanced around again and, seeing no one else, grabbed the ends of the rope I had tied around the deer’s legs. I slipped the ropes over my shoulder and started off again, picking up the pace so I could reach home before dark.

***

Home was a large cave hollowed out into the side of a mountain, sheltered over by a ledge right outside the door. We were on the back part of the Shred, which had long ago been destroyed by the dragonkin, but now, no one but ghosts lived in the forest and it had never grown back to the robust shelter of trees that it had once been.

The blackened trunks left from the wrath of dragon fire had hardened over time until the trunks were hard as rock. It took five days for a caravan to make it through the sinuous trail that wound around the charcoal stumps, and longer on foot. Very few ventured into its borders, however, due to the spirits who haunted the decimated woodland. Since humans feared the area, we were left pretty much to ourselves. After the fire, my mother had moved us here. It was probably the wisest decision she had ever made.

I skirted the edge of the forest, ignoring the moans and whispers echoing from the Shred. Ghosts didn’t bother me much, and most of them were as wary of me as I was of them. We left each other alone. I passed along the road so often that I was certain that at least some of them recognized me. At least, the recurring hants did, like the soldier who had been fighting against the dragons when they strafed the forest. He had died, desperately shooting arrows as far as I could tell. Why he hadn’t run away, I had no clue.

Truebloods—the ancient dragonkin—were immortal. They could be wounded, but they couldn’t die, and so war against them was useless. When they decided they wanted an area, it was safer to pack up and run. But the people of the Shred had fought back, and the dragons had destroyed every last inch of the forest, then turned and sought another place, no longer interested in a burned-out mass of woodland.

The hant of an old washerwoman waved at me as I passed by. I waved back. I wasn’t sure if my siblings could see her, but I could. We never really talked about it. We never really talked, to be more accurate.

Near sunset, which came early during the days of mid-autumn, I saw the flicker of light from the campfire built outside the opening of the cave. We kept a fire outside for cooking, given there wasn’t much ventilation inside. During the night, we dampened it to avoid being targeted in case someone veered off track and saw our flames, and took hot rocks inside to place under our covers. My mother wasn’t much affected by cold temperatures, but my siblings and I were.

Besides the cave, we had a small lean-to that housed the two cows my mother took care of, so we could have milk and cheese. My mother traveled to the closest village to trade meat for goods like flour and salt and potatoes.

I dragged the deer over to the side of the fire and dumped it, then—seeing no one out near the camouflaged shed—swept back the deerskin curtain to enter the cave.

Inside, my mother had made the cave as comfortable as possible. There were cots with thick thatched mattresses on them, a table and chairs, and against one wall there were a pile of hearthstones and we kept them warm with our breath. All hedge dragons can, like the Dragonni, breath fire, though our fire streams weren’t as powerful or impressive as theirs. The stones emanated enough heat that, in our human shapes, we were able to stay warm even during the winter.

A glance around told me that my brothers weren’t home, but my mother was, along with Sparkle, one of my sisters. They were sitting at the table. My mother was knitting what looked like a sweater, while Sparkle played with a couple of sticks, using them as dolls. My siblings and I were all the same age, having been born out of the same clutch, but Sparkle was born with a veil. She was slow and unsure, the mind of a child in the body of a woman. My mother grudgingly left her alone, to play or sing to herself through the day, while the rest of us did what we were told to do. My other sister, Shellsong, appeared to be out.

Mother looked up at me. “Did you find food?”

“Yes, I brought you back a deer,” I said. That was all I was to her—a food machine. Our mother loved us as much as she loved living in a cave, away from her own kind. I looked around. “Where’s Shellsong? Did she go out for a walk?”

My brothers ventured out on their own to find their own food since I refused to provide for them, but Shellsong seldom went far from Mother’s side, or far from the cave.

My mother picked up her skinning knife and headed for the door. “I’ll skin the deer now. Will you be heading out again tomorrow?”

Something in her voice unsettled me.

“Yes, as usual. Where’s Shellsong?”

Once again, my mother ignored me. “Try to catch an elk. We have to put enough meat by for the winter for Sparkle and me. I only have a few weeks stored up.”

I hesitated, glancing around the cave. Something seemed different. Then, I noticed that Shellsong’s mattress was missing its blanket. “Where’s Shellsong, Mother? Where did she go?”

Without missing a beat, my mother paused at the mouth of the cave. “She’s gone,” she said, then slipped out the door.

***

I stared at the deerskin cover as it fell across the doorway again. My first thought was to go after my mother, but she obviously was in no hurry to talk about it. I turned around, staring at Sparkle. She was young of mind, but she could talk and she was observant.

“Sparkle, what are you doing?” I asked, sitting beside her. I was the only one who paid her any attention. My mother saw that she was fed, but had no interest in anything the girl had to say. My brothers ignored her. Shellsong teased her, though usually relented before Sparkle started to cry.

“Playing,” she said, holding up the sticks. She had wrapped rags around them and clumsily drew on their faces with charcoal.

“I like your dolls—they’re cute. Say, do you know where Shellsong went?” I reached in my pack and pulled out a small sack. I had gathered some of the cloudberries from the forest and tucked them away specifically for Sparkle, who loved them.

“She went away with the men who came to visit,” Sparkle said.

I froze. Men? The Truebloods took the form of people, but then again, if it had been dragonkin, they wouldn’t have left anyone standing. My entire family—save for my mother—would have been killed.

“What men?” I reached over and took Sparkle’s hand, turning it palm up, and poured some of the berries into her fingers. “I brought you a present.”

“Cloudberries!” Her face lit up. She was beautiful, with hair as long as mine—down to her thighs. But unlike my hair, which was green as the forest during summer, her hair shimmered with a pale blue hue. My eyes were as green as my hair, flecked with gold, but hers were blue as the morning sky.

Like all of my siblings and me, green dragons circled her forearms and shins. Our mother was a green dragon, so we were born with her standard. Lineage always came from the mother. Sparkle was slighter than I was, delicate in a way I could never be. Sparkle was fragile in a world that was harsh and deadly. And that made me want to protect her and take care of her.

“Yes, I brought you cloudberries, and there are more. But Sparkle, please tell me about the men. Why did Shellsong go with them?” I tried to ignore the alarm bells in my brain, but they wouldn’t go away. Something had happened during the three days I’d been gone and whatever it was, it had led to Shellsong’s disappearance.

“Well,” Sparkle said, popping a few of the berries into her mouth. “Three men came the morning you left.”

“Did Mother seem surprised?”

“No, I think she knew them,” Sparkle said. “She let them in and told me to go play. I was playing with my dolls. Then I saw one of them hand her some coins and then…” She stopped, her smile fading and her eyes clouding over. “They took Shellsong away. She was screaming but they tied her hands together and put a cloth over her mouth. She tried to call for the rain but they stopped her before she could make the waters come. Then they pulled the cloth down and poured a drink from a small bottle down her throat. She fell asleep and they carried her off.”

My stomach lurched. I handed my sister the rest of the berries. “Don’t worry about it, sweet one. Eat your berries. I’ll be right back.”

I pushed myself to my feet and strode out the door. My mother looked up and her eyes grew wide as she saw me bearing down on her. She held the knife out.

“Don’t you dare question my choices,” she said, her eyes as harsh as her voice.

I crossed my arms over my chest, staring at her. “What did you do with Shellsong?”

“I did what I had to.” My mother went back to butchering the deer. “She wasn’t pulling her weight. She wouldn’t forage for herself. How long do you think your brothers are going to hang around here? They’ll be off soon enough, now that you’ve quit feeding them. They’ll be off sniffing after females soon enough. They have no loyalty. And you barely bring in enough to feed the three of us, let along Shellsong.”

I stared at her, still silent. The fact that she even mentioned “loyalty” made me want to smack her one. But she was right in two respects: my brothers were restless and I expected to see them fly the coop any day. For a while, feeding them had fallen to me. My mother had favored them—if she favored any of us.

But a few years back I had cut them off and, once they had understood that I meant it, they began to forage for themselves. Shellsong was lazy, narcissistic to a fault. But her self-centeredness came from fear and sadness.

“You know that Shellsong was depressed,” I shot back. “You know how much she wants to be one of the Truebloods, like you. And yet you blame her for her moods, when you make it clear, every day, that we’re only burdens to you, that we ruined your life.”

“How dare you blame me for resenting you? I didn’t ask for what happened to me, and now I’m cast out, cursed to live in hell for eternity. My wings will never mend. And I will never again take my true form.”

I glanced over my shoulder toward the cave, making certain Sparkle couldn’t hear us.

“What happened to you was wrong—there’s no questioning that. I understand why you feel the way you do, and I’m sorry. I wouldn’t wish your fate on anyone. But you can’t blame us for doing this to you. We aren’t to blame. And frankly, given how the Truebloods have treated you and what you just did to Shellsong, I’m grateful that I’m not one of your kind.”

The only reason I had stuck around all this time had been because of Sparkle, and some modicum of pity I had for my mother. I didn’t love her—she had never loved us. But I knew she couldn’t fend for herself, either. Or rather, she’d never learn. Like it or not, our existence had been the downfall of her world.

“Half your blood belongs to my kind, so watch your tongue—” she started to say, but I had heard enough.

I started to turn away. “I’m going after Shellsong. Then I’m coming back here to get Sparkle. I’ll take her with me. If you even dare think about selling Sparkle off, I will make your life a living hell for the rest of my days. If you try to turn her against me, I’ll make you rue ever being born. However, if you feed her and treat her right, we’ll both be out of your hair for good. Do you understand?” I leaned toward my mother, jabbing her in the chest with my sword.

She caught her breath, staring into my eyes. “You’d do it, too. Wouldn’t you?”

“Don’t test me. Don’t ever think of testing me.” I shook my head. “Do as I say and you’ll be free of us for good.”

After a moment, my mother let out a long breath. “Fine. You have a deal.”

“Do you know where they took Shellsong? If you do, tell me now.” I grabbed her wrist and squeezed, hard. “I’ll break every bone in your body if you don’t. I can’t kill you, but I’m stronger than you are now, and you know I’m ruthless enough to carry through my threat.”

She shuddered. “They took her to Owlanvine, in Wildemoone. They work for a slaver named Tershak.”

I shoved her, stopping short of knocking her on the ground, then returned to the cave, where I gave Sparkle a kiss on the forehead. “I’ll be back as soon as I can. You be a good girl, all right?”

She looked up at me, a child’s innocence in her eyes. “I promise, Storm.”

Mother appeared in the doorway. “When are you leaving?”

I ignored her. “Good girl, Sparkle. While I’m gone, I want you to help out around here. I’ll return as soon as I can.” I glanced over at my mother, who pressed her lips together, but said nothing. “And you, remember what I said.”

“Who’ll catch the meat?” she finally asked.

“Get your precious sons to help. Make them earn their keep for a change.”

With that, I loaded up a pack and slung it over my shoulder, added a couple daggers to my weaponry—I had my sword, a bow, and a quiver full of solstone arrows and now the knives—and headed out of the cave. A dark moon was rising, but I didn’t care. I had learned how to make camp quite comfortably over the years.

When I was ready, I turned to my mother, who had followed me out into the night. Even in human form, she was taller than I was. Trueblood dragonkin stood close to seven feet tall, while I topped out at about six-four. But I had a purpose and that gave me strength, whereas she had waned through the years.

“One last thing: Give me the money you earned from selling Shellsong. Don’t argue because I’ll take it by force if you refuse. I may not be able to kill you, but I can hurt you.” I held out my hand, waiting.

She started to speak, then met my gaze. The lightning crackled in my eyes, and she stepped back with a gasp. Without a word, she placed a small sack of coins in my hand.

“Is this it?” I narrowed my eyes, peeking inside the bag. There were at least twenty crowns inside, along with what looked like a sapphire ring.

“Yes, every coin.” She shrank away, looking defeated.

Satisfied she was telling the truth, I tucked the sack inside my tunic. I went back into the cave and once more, I kissed Sparkle’s forehead, enjoining her to wait for my return. Then, without another word to my mother, I turned and strode out of the cave. If Shellsong was still alive, I’d find her.

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Playlist

I often write to music, and THE POISONED FOREST was no exception. Here’s the playlist I used for this book.

  • Android Lust: Here and Now; Saint Over
  • Arch Leaves: Nowhere to Go
  • AWOLNATION: Sail
  • Basil Poledouris: Theology/Civilization; The Orgy
  • Beastie Boys: Rhymin & Stealin; She’s Crafty
  • The Black Angels: Currency; Vikings; Don’t Play With Guns; Holland
  • Black Pumas: Sweet Conversations
  • Black Sabbath: Lady Evil; Paranoid
  • Bon Jovi: Wanted Dead or Alive
  • Boom! Bap! Pow!: Suit
  • The Bravery: Believe
  • Broken Bells: The Ghost Inside
  • Cat Power: Werewolf
  • Celtic Woman: Newgrange; Scarborough Fair
  • Clannad: Banba Óir; I Will Meet You
  • Cream: Sunshine of Your Love; Strange Brew
  • Creedence Clearwater Revival: Green River; Fortunate Son; Born on the Bayou
  • Dead Can Dance: Yulunga; The Ubiquitous Mr. Lovegrove; Indus
  • Death Cab For Cutie: I Will Possess Your Heart
  • Deuter: Petite Fleur
  • DJ Shah: Mellomaniac
  • Eastern Sun: Beautiful Being
  • Eivør: Trøllbundin
  • FC Kahuna: Hayling
  • The Feeling: Sewn
  • Fluke: Absurd
  • Foster the People: Pumped Up Kicks
  • Gabrielle Roth: Raven; Mother Night; Rest Your Tears Here; Totem
  • Gary Numan: Hybrid; The Gift; Saints and Liars: The End of Dragons; Petals; Ghost Nation; My Name is Ruin
  • Godsmack: Voodoo; Whiskey Hangover
  • Gorillaz: Kids With Guns; Dare: Demon Days; Clint Eastwood; Stylo
  • The Gospel Whisky Runners: Muddy Waters
  • Hanni El Khatib: Come Alive
  • Heart: Magic Man; White Lightning & Wine
  • Hedningardna: Grodan/Widergrenen; Ukkonen; Gorrlaus; Saglaten
  • Hossam Ramzy: Sahara Groove
  • The HU: The Gereg; The Great Chinggis Khaan; Wolf Totem
  • Ian Melrose & Kerstin Blodig: Kråka; Kelpie
  • Imagine Dragons: Natural
  • In Strict Confidence: Silver Bullets; Snow White; Tiefer
  • Jessica Bates: The Hanging Tree
  • Jethro Tull: Jack-A-Lynn; Motoreyes; Rhythm in Gold; Part of the Machine; Witch’s Promise; North Sea Oil; Something’s On the Move; Dun Ringill
  • John Fogerty: The Old Man Down the Road
  • Ladytron: Ghosts; I’m Not Scared; Destroy Everything You Touch
  • Low: Witches; Plastic Cup; Half-Light
  • Marconi Union: First Light; Alone Together; Flying (In Crimson Skies); Time Lapse; Broken Colours; We Travel; Weightless; Weightless, Pt 2; Weightless, Pt 3; Weightless, Pt 4; Weightless, Pt 5; Weightless, Pt 6
  • Matt Corby: Breathe
  • The Offspring: Pretty Fly
  • Oingo Boingo: Dead Man’s Party
  • Orgy: Social Enemies; Blue Monday
  • A Pale Horse Named Death: Meet the Wolf
  • Pati Yang: All That Is Thirst
  • E.M.: Drive
  • Rachel Diggs: Hands of Time
  • Rue du Soleil: We Can Fly; Le Francaise; Wake Up Brother; Blues Du Soleil
  • Ruth Barrett: Faerie’s Love Song; The Rolling World
  • Sarah McLachlan: Possession
  • Screaming Trees: Where the Twain Shall Meet; All I Know
  • Shriekback: The Shining Path; Underwaterboys; Dust and a Shadow; This Big Hush; Agony Box; And the Rain; The King in the Tree
  • Spiral Dance: Boys of Bedlam; Rise Up
  • Tamaryn: While You’re Sleeping, I’m Dreaming; Violet’s in a Pool
  • Tempest: Raggle Taggle Gypsy; Queen of Argyll; Nottamun Town; Black Jack Davy
  • Thompson Twins: The Gap
  • Toadies: Possum Kingdom
  • Tom Petty: Mary Jane’s Last Dance
  • Trills: Speak Loud
  • Tuatha Dea: Tuatha De Danaan; The Hum and the Shiver; Long Black Curl
  • Valen: Cold Blood
  • The Verve: Bittersweet Symphony
  • Warchild: Ash
  • Wendy Rule: Let the Wind Blow; The Circle Song; Elemental Chant
  • Zero 7: In the Waiting Line